Her Last 50 Days (Completed)

Day 21

Dear Diary,

Good afternoon. I'm not feeling well again today. It seems that the weather's siding with me. It's raining outside. My heads hurting again but not too much. Nagsuka din ako the whole morning. I'm getting weaker and weaker by day and truth be told i'm hurting. But, everytime I want to stop fighting I can see them all. The people I love, they're fighting for me lalo na ang parents ko. They look so tired but they're doing their best to guard and take care of me 24/7 pati narin si Nana Ester:(

Dominic never left as well, kahit hindi kami ganoon katagal na nagkakilala napalapit na rin siya sa akin. He was there every single day umpisa noong nagkakilala kami. May araw man na hindi siya nagtatagal pero sinisigurado niyang dadaanan niya ako and will always bring me flowers. The jasmines with an everyday dose of inspiring notes:)
He is so sweet, he is so kind, he's doing every little effort that he could for me and i'm thankful for that. I was blessed to meet this guy. I was so blessed that it feels like a curse because everytime he does that for me, i'm getting more attached, i'm getting closer when i'm about to leave. This was the first time I had a different kind of feeling in my whole existence. What is this?

Bye diary, I have a chemo-session later at 1:30pm. Write you tomorrow!

                         -Jasmine (July 05, 20XX)

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Song: Can't Help Falling in Love by Haley Reinhart💗

Nasaktan din ba kayo sa "i'm getting closer when i'm about to leave"?