Her Last 50 Days (Completed)

Day 5

Dear Diary,

Mom brought me new set of books which hyped me! She cooked and brought me food. Nag leave na muna siya sa trabaho to tender me. Pinagkakasya niya yung mga oras niya sa trabaho at pag-aalaga sakin sa iisang araw same with dad. I'm afraid hindi na sila nakakapagpahinga ng maayos! Yes I'm happy to be with them but I'm also getting so much guilt everyday dahil sa pagiging weak ko. If only I didn't had this tumor, they wouldn't suffer as much as I suffer. Naaawa ako for my parents. If it hurts me that much thinking that I might die soon, then their pain must be doubled! How painful is it for them na mawalan ng anak! That's why I'm afraid to die, I'm afraid of the fact na baka hindi kayanin ng mga magulang ko ang pagkawala ko. I only want their happiness and here I am tormenting them both. I'm sorry Mom, Dad:(

I didn't get up the whole day. I stayed in bed. Sulking with my guilt as I silently cried the unstoppable tears!

                    -Jasmine (June 19, 20XX)

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