Best Part of Me

0

"I told you I like you!" I shouted at him desperately.

I could feel my hand trembling from nervousness.

I like him and I want him to be mine.

This wasn't the first time that I confessed to someone, I've confessed countless times already, I said 'i like you' numerous times to different guys, and I always got what I wanted.

But this time, it was totally different.

He just stared at me, like I said something stupid and funny. He smirked and put his hands inside his pocket.

"So?" Walang ganang sagot niya. "Dapat ba gustuhin din kita?" Dagdag nito.

My mouth literally gaped open, that fucking hurts! Pakiramdam ko ay inapakan ang pagkatao ko sa sinabi niya. I think I just lost all my pride and dignity! What the hell!

I laughed slowly and sarcastically, hindi makapaniwalang tinuro ko ang sarili ko.

"You mean, you're rejecting me?" Hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko.

The hell is wrong with him?!

"You know, if my Dad finds out about this--"

"Go on, tell it to your Dad crybaby." He said cutting me off.

He opened the door of his car and started his engine. I was literally dumbfounded, I don't know if I should be hurt, or annoyed or mad or all of the above!

I panicked when his car moved and was about to leave me standing there. I managed to get myself together and ran after him. Hinarang ko ang sarili ko sa daanan niya, kaya't mabilis siyang napapreno. I heared the loud squeak of his car breaks.

Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko, this was the first time that I have done something as stupid as this.

Lumabas siya sa kanyang sasakyan at malakas na sinarado ang kanyang pintuan. I froze when he suddenly walked towards me, with a blazing cold and sharp eyes.

Nakakatakot. I was beyond intimidated but I managed to make myself look brave.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" He shouted. His voice echoed throughout the whole parking lot.

"I... I told you I... I like you." Those words came out like a whisper.

I don't know why, I'm very much afraid but why does this hurts even more.

His eyes were cold like he doesn't even give a fuck about my existence.

"I told you to stay the fuck out of my life. Ano bang hindi mo maintindihan don?!" He shouted, really really loud. His veins on his neck were visible.

"Stop being childish! I hate you, I hate your fucking existence, I hate everything about you!"

He paused for a while and breathe frustratedly.

"Get out of my way." He said coldly before turning his back and walk inside towards his car.

I unconsciously stepped aside to let his car pass, and just watch him drove away.

I bit my lower lip to stop myself from sobbing.

That's so mean.

And it hurts.