BLUE AND MUSIC

PROLOGUE

      The was the rain fell..the thunder sounds and the scary lightenings. I remember  that night. The night i lost them. The night my life became hell all because of me.
   They told me to stay away but i was too stubborn. I wanted what she had and my envy caused her death. My other half.
     We were all inside having our dinner. Even with the rain outside, we didn't mind. Both of us were having our regular bickering while our parents watch us with amusement in their eyes.
   A knock on the door distracted us from our bickering. I volunteered to see who was at the door... if only i knew the result of that action. I opened the door and my eyes almost bulged out of my head.
    There stood three guys each with  guns in their hands pointed to my head. I didn't  know the other two but the one who stood infront of me i knew so well. I couldn't believe my eyes. I tried asking him what's he doing with a gun. I remember my mum asking me who was at the door but my eyes were stuck on him. The effect of the lightening and rain did not help my cause.
   He had an evil smirk on his face. o
One that i have never seen on his face since i met him. He stepped into the house with his friends. My family was already down there. For the first time i saw my father getting into a fighting stance. I saw him chuckle and started to explain things about my father that only my mum knew about.   How he explained that i was only used. How he had waited for revenge.
     The next minutes were a blur. My father leaping into the air to fight. The sound of a bullet. The sound of two more bullets. My family bodies laying on the floor. Especially hers....
     I remember  how he smirked at me before leaving. The sirens of the police and abulance.  How they questioned me yet no action  was done.
   It was all my fault and everyone knew.
          No one forgave me and i accepted it....IT TRUELY WAS MY FAULT.