BLUE AND MUSIC

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   so like a boat on the ocean I'll rock with the waves

Oh am so sick of this notion that i got to fake

Fake my emotions, Pretend am okay

So like a boat on the ocean I'll just rock with the waves...

    Song: I'm not a Cynic by Alec Benjamin.

.......//

Looking at my schedule. I had gym later today which wasn't good. I just hope we dont do dogdeball because that will mean me as target

   My heart was still processing what just happened with Xander. He was close, i was almost yearning for something to happen.

    What are you thinking Ash? No wonder they call you a slut. Just look at the thoughts running through your head.

     Shaking my head i try to pay attention to the teacher infront of me. My first period didn't have any of my latest acquaintances. Am not sure if i should call them friends.

      I also notice the silent whispers of Kylie to Bloom and their attention always seeming to come to me. Their little galnces at me made me uneasy and scared. Kylie hadn't planned anything big which wasn't a good thing. The only things i have been suffering from were from Kylan meaning something big was coming from Kylie.

   And i that idea didn't sit well with me...

   A shiver ran down my spine as i notice her glare on my back. My eyes met with hers before she gave me a sinister smirk.

Red Alert...Red Alert...

      That smirk told me she was planning something not just for today but something that might ruin my life....

   UGHHHH....

Using my hands to remove the stress lines from my temples. I try to get my mind off things.

   Slowly my thoughts went to the pulse. From what i have noticed it looked like Xander is their bad boy... leader maybe even their fuckboy....erhhh that didnt sit well with me.

    Chris looked like the one who brought those comedy relief. He reminded me of Beast Boy from the teen titans. All he had to do was become green. That thought brought a small smile to my face.

     Then Sage... i didnt quite get her. She seemed like this though sacarstic girl. I mean she barely talks that much but you could notice she cared for her brother and Xander. I didnt know if she liked me or was just hanging out with me because Chris and Xander was.

    I didnt understand my relationship with Xander or Sage but Chris seemed like someone i could go along well with.

    Shit...who knew my thoughts would now consists of me evaluating people.

   Ughh...Ashley...concentrate.

Slowly i allow my brain to start comprehending the lesson...

......//

     I was in second period with Chris and Rae and you could feel the stares of everyone in the class on us. I could hear their whispers.

What does Chris see in Rae?

Why is even seating with the thrash

  Am sure Rae threw herself at him

I heard that Ash was trying to get Xander attention

Hmm..maybe she wants to kill him as well.

    I was use to all this insults but my worry was Rae. She was slowly getting dragged into the gossips of these people.

    I glanced her way to see her clenching her fist. Chris didnt notice though he was surprisingly paying attention to class. I knew the teacher is hearing all these stuff by the smug look on her face. Such an asshole. He wanted to watch some drama.

Ohh i know am sure she wants to use Chris to gain  money for her black monkey family.

    And i think my heart stopped. My eyes snapped to ever said that. How dare...Rae eyes shone with fury.

    Fucking Racist...

I may not be able to stand up for myself but i wasnt going to just shut up.

   Rae and i stood at the same time.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY!" Rae yelled. I stood by her.

  A guy with a Red hoodie and huge height stood up. A smug look was on his face.

    "Hey bitch" He replied his hands folded on his chest. The stupid the teacher stood there watching the show.

  "How dare you...i know you guys are idiots but i didnt know it was this bad. You called her family black monkeys but you dont realise that even monkeys are higher than you in looks and intelligence. You are fucking racist. So i fucking dare you to say it one more"

  I was angry and rambling  but i knew i will pay for it. I knew just one punch from this dude will leave me crying but the anger wasnt just from Rae issue. It was from everything.

  His eyes snapped to mine and he smiled.

"Aww...the killer is standing up for her friend..." he started to walk towards me "you know i didnt really ask for your opinion but oh well. Am surprised Bliss and your parents havent sent lightening on you. Maybe i should call Kylan...Nahh the perfect person to call would be Eren dont you think"

   A lump formed in my throat.

Eren...

No...

Eren...

...//

I stood there frozen as i watch him but the gun in its place.

   He just stood there and laughed while his 2 friends smiled at their work.

   I couldnt peel my eyes from him. He....i...i couldnt comprehend.

  He took steps towards me he smile never fading. Tears were falling down but i couldn't  move.. he shot.. Oh God...

    He roughly took my face in his hands and gave me his disgusting smile.

   "Am leaving you just because i have dated you...and also because i want this to hunt you for your life...Never trust anyone. Stupid girl...she thought i loved her" 

  The last sentence was directed to his friends who laughed before becoming serious.

  "We better leave..the cops will be here soon"

He turned my way before giving me a peck on the head

"Goodbye Blue...i just might come for their funeral"

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  Author's Note

Heyy...

Am sure you guys are slowly figuring out what happened😁

So what do you guys think...

Am i rushing it?...maybe i should give her a day without problems🤔

Alright then..

I might...she deserves a day free🤗

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