BLUE AND MUSIC

16

I look for you

Every day

Every night

I close my eyes

From the fear

From the light

Song: To Die by Sam Smith

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I walked out of the toilet with Xander in tow. The hallways were silent , our footsteps echoing down the hall. I was nevous. I mean i was alone with Xander Lee. My heart beat exhilarated.

"Hmm...maybe cupcake" i heard hime muttering to himself..

I gave him a glance. He turned his eyesight to me and smile.

"What am trying to find my own nickname for you"

Am sorry...i think am deaf...what?

I think my face said it all. He let out a chuckle facing me again.

"What! Chris can't be the only one with a nickname for you?" He said he face looking like he is trying to solve a mystery.

"Ha! How about princess"

I cringed immediately it left his mouth. He noticed it and sighed..

"Ughh this is harder than i thought"

His steps were the same rhythm as mine as we walked side to side.

"Ohh...what about baby girl"

"No way" i hadn't planned on replying but that nickname was thrash.

"Ughhh" he groaned. He face looked so weird that i couldn't hold the giggle that left my mouth. He head snapped to mine and i saw an amusing smile play on his lips.

Then suddenly he looked at my face like i was a maths problem and then at my hair. A big grin broke on his face showing his pearly whites.

"I got it...your favourite colour is Blue right?"

I nodded clearly not knowing where this was heading...

"And your eyes are blue...."

Nodding again i continue to wonder what he was planning in that head of his.

"You dyed the tips of your hair Blue"

Don't tell me he was leading in that direction...

Now we was grinning like a guy who won a lottery...

He slonged an arm of my should and warmth immediately filled me. I was surprised by his actions but it didnt seem anything huge to him but it was for me.

He brought me closer to his side and brought his hand to my face trying to visualize his next words.

"I have found the ultimate nickname....are you ready?" Immitating those annoying presenters voice he continued.

"My nickname for you is....Blue!"

I knew it...

My body tensed immediately...

Its not like i didn't like the name

The way he even said it made me love it more...

But...

It brought so much memories...memories i was trying to forget ,to hide and to conceal.

Bile rose at the back of my throat as i remembered how that name came to be. How many people had called me that...

Xander noticed my change in mood as he came to my front.

"Are you okay...did i say something wrong.. you dont like the name....i could figure out another one"

The way his eyes held concern was a sight i couldn't comprehend. It also held a tint of guilt and that made me feel guilty...

Plastering a smile on my face i shook my head to get rid of those memories.

"Actually...i love the name"

.......//

The book infront of me was long forgotten as i listen to Xander use his pencil to drum on the desk.

The librarian clearly had no problem since it was Xander. We got here about 5 minutes ago. Xander trying to emit this badboy vibe had his feet on the table.

It was amusing when the libarian had come to caution him but went nervous when she saw who he was and just left not before giving me a glance of course.

Xander had been drumming with his pencil for a while now and all i could do was listen to it and slowly form a rhythm in my head.

I closed my eyes and allowed the beat of his drumming repeat in mt head. A tune comes into my head and i slowly hum to it and a small smile plays on my lips.

I felt so relaxed like in my own world with the beat and humming accompanying me.

It was that way for 2 minutes until i realize xander was still here probably laughing at my horrible humming.

My eyes snap open and i take a look at Xander but instead of a amusing disgusted look. He was looking at me with a certain softness in his eyes...

"Why did you stop humming that was some good tune?" He asked clearly curious..

"Emm...i thought..er... it was bad"

He raised am eyebrow at me.

"That was fucking good. You are lucky my producer isn't here"

My mood brighten up by his words.

"So you sing?" he asked

"I used to" i said looking away clearly telling him i dont want to talk about it.

He gets the message and drops it.

"You know its only fair for you to give me a nickname"

I thoughtful look came across my face. I could call him greek god but i think that would just boost his ego.

A simple name comes to my head.

"Music...am gonna call you music"

His face was wide with surprise and a smile came on his lips.

"As simple and general that name is...from you it sounds intriguing"

You know how red tinker bell's face goes when she mad. Thats probably how my face is.

We stare at each other for a second before a serious look appears on his face.

"Blue..."

"Yea" it felt weird hearing someone call me that but i liked it was him

"I want to change the deal"

I was immediately curious

"I want to cancel the old deal to another one"

"What do you want to change it to?"

"I heard your conversation with Rae and i have feeling you are going through somethings. So i want to help. I want you to allow me to help you whatever it is even emotionally"

Author's note...

Yay!

What do you think?...

Am loving my book so far...i hope you are too?

Music is a whole world entirely don't you think?🎶🎵🎤

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I got to go now...

Bye

Love,

Blue💙