BLUE AND MUSIC

15

I used to pray when i was sixteen

If i didn't make it then i'd propably make my wrist bleed.

Not to mislead, turn my nightmares into big dreams

Whole squad mobbin even though we only six deep

              Song: Snowchild by weekend

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I don't understand what's  really happening in my life.

  I mean suddenly like all this cliche books the popular celebrity group takes an intrest in me..

  Weird....right?

Maybe am in a book...

(Author~ Of course bitch. I created you😏. Also...she didnt hear that😂)

   I take a glance at the people on my table and so say the truth we all look like one group of best friends.

  The way Sage, Chris and Rae are chatting like they had known each other for the longest time is amazing. Chris tried pushing me in the conversation but me with my weird ass would probably say something stupid so i tired not to but in.

      Xander was also watching the concersation not bothering about the looks from the whole cafeteria. Some with glares, some flirtatious, some shocked and others just mindless looks.

   I guess he was used to it, being a celebrity and all.

   Xander switch his gaze to me and to the empty table infront of me.

"No food"

    Slowly turning my head i gave him a false smile.

   "Nah not hungry" i said going back to watch Sage and Chris argue while Rae tried to hold in her laughter.

  He moved closer to me. I could feel the heat his body was emitting and it made me almost cuddle up and give my sleep deprived body some rest.

   I watched him curiously has he brought his sandwich to my mouth. Raising an eyebrow at him clearly wondering the hell he wants me to. He smirked.

  "Common i can see that hungry look in your eyes. Take a bite" He said nudging it closer to my mouth.

    Taking a look at the sandwich before me. I knew i was hungry but what happens next. I will probably throw everything up...

    Looking back Xander i saw him give me an encouraging look. Sighing

I took a bite.

   I closed my eyes relishing the taste of a normal sandwich. Damn eatibg pizza everyday makes your tongue so accustomed to it...you forget the taste of other foods.

 
     I heard the click of a camera. Taking a look around i couldnt see if anyone had taken a picture. Hmm..they are probably taking pictures of the Pulse. I mean the guy is a greek god.

    Everyone was looking at me...

Wait...

Let me say that again....

Everyone was glaring at me...

  What the hell did i do.

    Rae had a smug look on her face, Chris was grinning like an idiot and Sage just tilted her head to the side

"He just fed. Oh shit. You guys look so Cute. Start dating already!" Chris yelled.

   Immediately i started to choke on my own spit. Xander burstes into fit of laughter. Rae just smiled giving me a wink which turned my face red. I covered my face with my palms trying to hide my embarrassment.