BLUE AND MUSIC

26

I rather be a lover than a fighter

Cause all my life have been fighting

Never felt fealing of comfort

All this time i've been hiding.

Yea,i never got someone to call my own

Am so used to sharing

Love only left me alone

And am now one with the silence

           Song: Silence by khalid & marshmallows
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I gasp awake from the memory. My brain jumbled up and tired. A tired sigh leaves my lips. I could feel the  rays of sunlight on my tired face. A yawn escapes me as my eyes roam my surrondings.

       The big glass windows. The fancy silky soft bed and the rich designs reminds my brain that i am in Xander's room.

  Looking at myself, i was in a sweatshirt clearly to big for my thin frame. The events of the night before recounts in my brain and my face flush red.

I can't believe music saw me in lingerie. Oh shit!! I must have looked so ugly. He must have put on the sweatshirt for me during my slumber.

      I hadn't noticed the switching off of the shower. The bathroom door opens as music comes out in full glory.

    A towel wraped around his waist. He comes out with his abs in full display. Water driping from his silky hair down his torso.

My face flames red as i squeak in shock jumping and landing face plant on the floor.

What a wonderful landing...

   I groan from the harsh landing while music raspy chuckles fill the room.

   Weldone Ashley... another score for disgracing yourself.

I gradually get up. The sweatshirt stoping at my thighs. I raise my head to see music amusement had ended and instead his eyes roamed my thighs to my messy hair.

   My eyes mistakenly roam his abs and his frame. Both of our eyes lock leaving us in a trance before my ears turn pink from embarrassment. My eyes slowly settling on the floor with my feets shuffling nervously.

     A small smile appears on music face. Finding the situation cute.

  "Well...good morning sleeping beauty"  he says leaning on the door of his walk in closet.

  "Morning!" I squeak out my voice sounding like someone who just rised from the dead.

    An awkward silence roamed through. My eyes nervously looking around while his eyes intensely glue to me.

    He awkwardly grunts. "Am gonna get ready. You are free to have a bath and get ready. Chris would love you downstairs for breakfast or it could be brought here if you want....then later we..could talk"

  He says before he steps into the closet leaving me weirdly standing there.

     What scared me was the talking part. Now that i wasnt ready for.
When we get to that bridge we will cross it.

    I hesitantly  walk to the bathroom.  Angel horns play in my head as i stand there my mind going hazy at the sight of the bathroom.

  It was beautiful, neat, and all things nice. If this bathroom was a person. She would definitely be the most beautiful person in the world.

    On the counter was a new toothbrush. A bath bomb and scrub. The bath bomb was lavender scented making me smile.

Closing the door behind me. I fold the sweatshirt from my body, the lingerie following next. I switch on the tap,making the water warm and cozy.

     While waiting for the water,i start to brush my teeth. My eyes scared to look at the mirror. I was trying to avoid seeing her lifeless face again.

      Cleaning my mouth. I switch off the tap before letting the bath bomb drop. The bubbles erupt making me remember the days when Bliss and I would share bubble baths when we were younger.

     I step into the warm water, my tense muscles loosing up. The sigh of relief passes through me.

The weight of everything slowly laid on me.

Kylan leaving

The knowledge of her being pregnant

The missed memorial

Willow and Trey probably worried

The website

The comments

      So i laid in the bath silently letting my tears drop.

 
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Author's note.

Well Hello😊

Missed me?

I hope you loved this chapter😉

Hold on though...am i the only one who plays about 5 diffrent music continuously for a week. Forgetting  about the other tunes on my playlist😂😂😂

Hope you all are safe and well.

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Got to go now...

Love

Blue💙