BLUE AND MUSIC

3

Mr. Ian gave them a wide smile. I rolled my eyes by his efforts.

"Class this is the pulse like you all know... i dont think they need any introductions right"

"No they dont. Thats Xander, Sage and Chris." A girl from the back said dreamily.

Xander gave her a wink which she blushed at. Sage just gave a nod while chris gave a little wave. They all looked like people from magazines. They reeked of confidence. I can't imagine myself stand before my class which so much boldness.

"Alright then there are seats available beside Miss Kylie, Bloom and Kylan"

"Of course there is" i said in my head.

They all sat down and a let out a sigh. This school will never change. New kids come they try to make friends. They hear about what happened and run by the sight of me. Same old, same old.

Mr Ian started the class. I didn't listen to one damn thing he said. I was day dreaming of how everything would have been like if she was here. If they were here.

I was so stupid. So dumb not listen. I wanted my own bad boy. And i got it. I got my own bad boy who killed them. I cant believe i fell for it.

"Miss carpenter"

I wonder if they are up there staring at me. Maybe they hate me for causing their death. Maybe they dont.

"Miss Carpenter"

Maybe she became one of the angels. She did have a wonderful voice. Yea she might be one. Hmmm...they better not allow Dad in the kitchen in heaven. He will burn all their food. Mum and God must be best friends in scolding dad when he does.

"Miss Drew!"

My eyes shot up to see Mr Ian looking at me. The whole class was tense and i knew why. He had called me by my former last name. The Drew Family....

Everyone was staring me.

"Ashley Carpenter can you explain why you are crying in my class"

Wait what?

I touch my cheek to realise,i had been crying during my day dream. So embarrassing.

"Am.. am sorry... i didn't mean..."

"Just go out and sort yourself out" he spat at me with no sympathy.

With a small nod, i grab my things. Keeping my head down, i walk out of the classs with stares following me.

Walking down the empty hallway i head towards the yard. No one was here. I sat down on the grass grabbed my phone and plugged in my earphones.

I slowly sing the song Broken by Lund. I was cry singing. How pathetic of me.

"Nice voice..."

I immediately wipe my face in a desperate attempt to pretend nothing is wrong.

"Stop the cleaning your eyes are still puffy and red" the guy chuckled.

My eyes meet a brown one. Chris...

"Emm...right....thanks" i said not meeting his eyes

He sat down beside me without saying a word... I didnt know what to do so i just went back to slowly singing my song and the next thing he did surprised me.

"I cant end your pain
I won't take your life
You dont need to bleed
Just let the tears dry
You can heal your soul in the noon day sun
While your living your life
Dont you cry."

He sang before standing up. Leaving me gaping like a fish.