BLUE AND MUSIC

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Authors note: School building on top.

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      I stare at the school before me. Hell. Thats the only word that can describe  it but i deserve it. I deserve the glares, the punches, the hurtful words. Every damn thing. They have thrown at me. I deserve it.
    
       Immediately i stepped in, glares welcomed me. I continue  to go down the hallway, some bumped their shoulders on me aiming to fall me down but today must be my lucky day as i stood my ground.
    
       My locker had words sprawled all over it. Murder...Jealous Bitch...Killer. I smile at the words, they hurt but they were true. I don't fight it. I see no use.
    
      Getting my books i walk straight to class...remember when i said today my lucky day. I forgot someone. Kylan.
   
     He grabs my neck and pushes me to the lockers. I wince from the pain. I look into his black eyes. I remember those eyes once held love. He loved her...she had helped him. He was that bad boy with problems but she solved them. She had helped him with his addictions. They feel in love and it was the cutest sight. During that period he was like a big brother to me. Then her death...it broke him  He became worst than he was. He had once tried to commit sucide. So he uses his pain on me and i accept it.
   
      Although no matter how much punches he gives me when i look into his black eyes. I remember the kind side of him. I remember  the days where we all would sing and he would rap... i remember it all.
      
      I gasp for air and he lets me down. Allowing me to fall to the floor with a thud. He looked at me with pure hatred but walks away. I sit on the floor a little surprised. He never leaves me like that without at least a punch or a kick. I guess today is really a lucky day.
    
       I get up with my neck sore. I am sure my neck must be red from his hold.  I enter the class and more glares welcomed me even the teacher shot a glare at me...What a wonderful way to begin class.
   
       I head to my seat near the trash bin. Yep, i am the trash bin seat partner. Did u know the trash has an amazing personality? Just kidding..i don't talk to the trash bin....but with how long my loneliness been going on i might soon lose it.
      
      Soon, lunch time came and my other table near the trash was where i sat alone. I could see Rae having fun with her best friends. We were best friends before but after the whole thing she left. I understand why though....she was one of the people that warned me but i didnt listen. Now i am left to the consequences of my actions. Now and then we would look at each other with longing  but her new besties will take her away.
       
      Lunch was about to end when announcement  came from the principal saying we should meet her in the gym.
    
     Everyone instantly  grabbed their things and head for the gym with me trailing behind them. Getting to the gym, i walk far away from the crowd not wanting to be pushed down as usual.
    
      The principal stands in the middle of the gym. She raises her hand and the gym becomes silent.
 
  "Good day everyone, i am here to announce something very important for both you and the reputation of this school. I know alot of you  know the group of celebrity teens called The Pulse..." the gym is immediately  filled with murmurs of the 3 teenagers who are musically famous.
       
      I am not really peculiar about them although i remember she use to listen to their music once in a while. The principal  raises her hand again and the murmurs turn into whispers.

  "Like i was saying...the teens dropped out of school during their junior year. Now here comes the good news. The government has ordered that the teens be in school without the paparazzi and has picked our school for them to attend."

    The whole school erupts with squels and shouts. I just stamd in the corner watching them celebrate. I am not over joyed but not disappointed. If she was here, i think she would have loudest squel. I almost chuckle at the thought.  Then i remember why she isnt here in the first place and my suddenly amusement  falls.
   
    Everyone was to busy talking abt our new students they forgot to send me glares and it felt weird afterall its a week away from a month to her day of death. School soon ended and i headed home to my foster parent's home.

    My foster parents arent bad they are quite a funny sight at least when they are home. Willow is this hyperactive woman yet her husband Trey is very calm and reserved. I don't call them mum or dad. I dont think i ever will.

    They are very rich people. They work at a big tech company and are barely home which i am grateful for because  sometimes i come with bruises which i wouldn't want them to see.

     Opening the door after the security scan. I go straight into my room. I barely go to the kitchen it reminds me too much of our family bake off. I was the baker and song writer of the house, she was cook and singer of the group. Mum always was the judge of the bake off and the one who supplies food while dad played the guitar and burnt anything he cooked. It was always fun...well not anymore.
 
    Willow had tried to make me feel at home so when she saw my former home room she called interior  designers to come and do the same thing at my new room in her place but an upgraded level.

    i drop my bag lazily on the floor and jump on my bed. I sigh in content as the bed's softness welcomes me.
       I grab my phone and video call Willow. She answers immediately.

  "Hey Ash... how are you? I am so sorry we arent home. We got this new big project on creating a robotic house companion. We are so lucky to have been picked."
 
    "Its fine Willow. I am sure you both will do a great job" i reply

    "Hey Ash!" Trey calls from the other side of the video call.

   "Hello Trey...Congrats on the new project"

   "Thanks...i cant wait.. Oh Shit"

"What are you shitting about" willow askes turnng  her head to face Trey. I see Trey's face and it is morphed with horror

   "Emmm.. willow darling. You know how much i..."

   "Cut to chase Trey"

"I may have accidentally..mistakenly..broke the new microchip you just finished"
        
      Trey replied looking like shit. I watch how Willows face turns into a angry monster. She immediately drops the phone and carries something near by. With a murderous smile she turns to Trey.

"Oh you are so fucking dead" i watch how she chases him with Trey begging for mercy. I laugh before cutting the call. They remind me so much of my parents and her....it hurts it really does.

         And with  that thought i am fall asleep without eating or having a bath.

Author's Note》
Please do pardon any mistakes seen. Hope you love the first chapter.
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      Thanks so much. Love Blue♡♡♡