BLUE AND MUSIC

8

  Isnt it lovely, all alone?

  Heart made of glass, my mind of stone

Tear me to pieces, skin and bones

Hello welcome home...

                  Song: lovely by billie Elish and khalid.

............//

"And where do you think you're going?"

   
    My head did a 180 degree almost giving myself a whiplash. I was expecting to see a dude with tattoos, rugged face and a scarred eyes. Probably with a gun but instead i was met with...

     Xander???

                   
    And its like my mind activated after a thousand years.

   School.....

            Teacher....

                       No air...

                                   Darkness...

 
     Ugghh....I had a fucking panic attack.... i haven't had one for about 6 months.  Xander was standing there his arms folded on his chest. The shirt he wore hugged his muscles giving a view of his biceps. My eyes roam there before snapping out of it.

     "So you finally decided to wake up?"

   
     "Where am i?" I asked not looking into those forest green eyes.

   
    "Well, you had a panic attack. I took you to the nurse who didn't seem bothered to help. We didnt know where you live so we brought you here."

  
     "And where is here?"

 
     "Welcome to the pulse house!!" Someone shouted from behind me. I squealed from the shock and held a hand to my racing heart. I turned round to see a a grinning Chris

     
     I heard a chuckle from behind me and i had to stop myself from glaring at him.Sighing i turned my head to Xander still not meeting his eyes.

   
     "Thanks. I appreciate. So can i get my things now and get out of your hair"

   
    Xander took about two steps towards me. I could feel the heat radiating from him.

    
    He grabbed my hand before dragging me down the same place i just came from. Before i could even open my mouth we already were in the room i had just escaped from.

  
   My eyes widen as diffrent thoughts evaded my mind.

  
   Why were we in his room?

       
        Wait is he thinking of....

   
    He can't right...

              
    Right?

  
   Xander gave me a small smile when he saw my expression.

     
     "Chill...i just wanted to talk to you"

   
      My heart slowed it's beating and i let out a breath that i didn't even know i was holding. He sat on the floor and stretched out his hand to the space opposite him.

  
      Shaking my head i sat down as well. Finally staring at him. His forest green eye were staring at me with...

   Was that concern?