BLUE AND MUSIC

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          The week went by like nothing. I got no punches or kicks from Kylan only glares. I didn't even get many of those...i just got a few. People weren't paying attention to me because everyone is anticipating the arrival of PULSE. I know that the celebs will take all the attention from me today but i dont think it will work for Kylan.

    One more month before  the day of her death. One more month to the day i lost everything. One more month to the day i destroyed people's life.

     I look at my self in the mirror staring at my blue eyes. I look at my hair. She was the one who brought up the idea of dyeing our hair tips. She had dyed hers pink while mine blue. I remember how that day became the birth of a new nickname for the both of us.....I miss her. I miss them...

   Packing my hair in a low pony tail. I wear a denim skirt and a plain shirt. I don't wear cool or cute clothes. It's not about money.. i get a lot of those from Willow. I just can't bring myself to dress pretty when she's dead.
 

    I don't drive to school. Last time i did they scratched words on it. I dont take the bus aswell. Last time i did i got dumped on the road. So i walk now.
   
      Getting to school my eyes widen by the sight infront of me. Students were standing infront of the school to welcome Pulse. Some of the girls had done their hair and some makeup. The only thing i did was some mascara.
  
    Infront of the crowd was Rae, Kylie and Bloom. Ohh...did i forget to tell you. Bloom and Kylie were her best friends but after her death. Kylie became a sluty bitch that slept with almost half of the football team. Bloom on the other hand became cold and this emo girl. Also, since Rae was my best friend she joined them and they became new besties.
 
      Kylie had done her hair and very much make up but i could see through the mask she i putting up. Today is making it one month to the day her best friend died. One month to her best friend's  one year memorial. Rae didn't even put on make up like the rest of them. She looked like she didn't  want to be standing  there.

    I couldn't sight Kylan in the crowd which got me nervous. I walk through the crowd who were bubbling with anticipation. They barely noticed me. I was just about to enter the school  when a hand grabbed my wrist. Before i looked at the person...my eyes caught Kylie giving me a mischievous smirk while Rae looks like she is muttering a sorry.

    I am roughly dragged and the person hold was so tight that i could feel a bruise coming. Looking at the person my throat runs dry. Kylan.

      He was dragging me down to the abadoned side of the school. I tried wriggling out of his hold. He shot me a murderous glare and his hold on my hand tightened. I wince fron the pain.

    I was thrown roughly to the grown...shit we where out at the abadoned school storage shed. No one come here anymore. And it's like my brain activated at that moment.

   The pulse was coming today but that doesn't mean i will escape Kylan's anger especially because in one month time from today was her death. We are suppose to give a good impression to them and kylan beating me in the hallways wouldn't give that...now will it. So give me my punishment here. No one knows and everyone is happy.

    My thoughts were interupted when Kylan started to walk straight at me. I tried crawling back but my back hits the wall. Shit...no escape. 

   I will save you the explanation of how many punches and kicks i got. I have a bloody nose. I feel like i also have a broken rib. I have bruises on my hand and tummy. Thank goodness  i had a hoodie. He left about 10 minutes ago but i couldn't bring myself to cry. My cries couldn't be heard because i could hear the cheers and squels of the students. Their excitement for Pulse covered my own cries in pain.

     Classes must have started now. I try to stand up and my legs give out and i fall to the ground with a thud. I groan from the pain that shot through my body. Gradually, i get up heading to the school building. Limping all the way through.

     I decide to go to the restroom. Maybe i can be able to wash off the blood and try to look presentable. On getting there i see Rae sitting on the floor with wipes. I close the door behind me and her eys shot up to meet mine. She gasp by the sight of me.

   "Oh my.....Ashley! You are bledding...they said it wasnt going to be this bad....you look.....here" she said stretching the packet of wipes towards me. I give her a short nod and face the mirror.

   I looked like trash. My hair flying in diffrent directions. My eyes red and bloodshot. Dried blood on my nose and my blue eyes dull.

   "You're right...i look like thrash" i said giving her a small smile.

    "Your words not mine" she replied with a sad glint in her eyes but  a smile on her face.

    " i can see it Rae...you miss this...but no one can befriend a envious  person" i said by now i have tried to clean my face the best way i can.

    "Ash..."

"No need Rae..am not mad at you. I am mad at my self that i never listened to you or the thousand people that warned me. So never ever try to apologise Rae.... i dont deserve it" and with that i limp out of the bathroom.

     My first period only had like 5 minutes left. So i decided to wait it out. I get to my locker and i feel my eyes water when i see a little writting on my locker. It looks new.

    One more month to bliss death because of blue
  
     Our nicknames.....no one uses that again.  Bliss and Blue... i sigh and shake those thoughts away. The bell rings ending first period. I grab my second period notes and head or let me say limp straight there becsuse with every step i take . You could hear the whispers  of people.

  "OMG...they look so cute"

"Xander looks so hot"

    I cringe from the things i hear and continue limping down the hallways.
  I enter the class and see no one except the teacher.  I sigh in relief.  I took my normal sit by the trash. The warning bell rang and people started to pour in.

     The next group that came in made some girls fluttering  their eyelashes. The pulse...Xander, Sage and Chris. Kylie was clinging to Xander hand as he comes in with Sage who walked in head high and chris who Bloom was clinging to. A girl in front tried to get Xander's attention  but the glare Kylie shot her put her place. I almost gagged.

    Then Xander did something  that made me chuckle. He pushed Kylie's hand away from him. Kylie's  face became red from embarrassment. The class was silent and i mistakenly  broke it when i chuckled.

    All i eyes turned to me giving me glares. Kylie immediately walked towards me.

   "What's with the laugh... oh am sure you are laughing at her death  arent you"

   I tense immediately and look down not meeting anyone's gaze. I heard her walk back and i slowly raise my eyes. To my surprise xander green eyes are staring at me. Those eyes...

   Xander had green eyes with black spike hair...i guess people were right he was hot. Sage and chris did not fall behind on the hot challenge.

    The teacher's  voice snaped me out of my daze and i brought my eyes down.

   Yet i could still feel those green eyes staring at me.

AUTHOR'S  NOTE

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