I long for you
Just a touch (does that scare you?)
Of your hand
You don't leave my mind
Lonely days am feeling
Like a fool for dreaming
Song: To die by Sam smith.
........//
"Excuse me, we are about to close!" The barrista infront me complained.
She was right though. Its 9pm now. I was the only one here. Sighing i gave her a nod not wanting to cause any trouble.
I lazily slung my backbag on my right shouder and got out the chimming of the bell going after.
The night was cold, silent. I walk down the sidewalk slowly not knowing where to go. I can't go to Trey. He is gonna be so mad. I can't call Rae because she will immediately rat me out to Trey.
I guess am staying outside tonight. Wrapping my arms around my self as a futile attempt to protect myself from the wicked cold.
If only i knew i was subconsciously walking to the cemetry.
So here i am infront of gate that boldly states CEMETRY
Stupid..idiotic....brain
Out off the places to lead me. You lead me here.
Ughhh. Can i have a brain transplant...i hate my present one.
So here i am. In the place i have been avoiding for the past 1 year.
Stop being weak, so you cant see a stupid grave...
Pathetic...
Its just a grave site Ash.
A grave site with their name...
A grave site with her name...
God damn it!
I walked down the path. Different graves staring at me. It was creepy. If a zombie apocalypse happened right now,i will probably be the first to die.
Keep walking Ash
No turning back now
The place was getting darker by the minute. I switched on my phone using the light to see.
I dont care if Trey tracks me. Am here now. Using the light. I finally saw the grave. My steps weakened,my sight blurry. Floweres laid by the grave site from the memorial which i didnt go to.
I collapsed on my knees as i read the words
.........//
Eliza Drew
A mother, wife, friend and relative
1981 ~ 2019
May her soul rest in perfect peace.
........//
Patrick .A. Drew
A father, husband, friend and colleague
1978 ~ 2019
Rest In Peace
........//
Annie Drew
A beloved sister, Daughter and friend
2002 ~ 2019
Rest in peace.
........//
Tears flow like a river as i read each word. Some people who came for the memorial left some notes.
YOU ARE READING
BLUE AND MUSIC
Fiksi RemajaBLUE AND MUSIC ..........// Ashely Carpenter It's her fault that they are gone... She knows it... So all the hate and beatings mean nothing because she deserves it... At least that's what she believes... ......// Xander...
