Love Never Felt This Good

Positive

*Lily’s POV*

I went home with Miranda and she helped me turn the spare room into my own. It was much bigger then my pervious room.

After doing my room we ordered pizza and watched some show about a time traveling guy who sees a lot of aliens. I fell asleep halfway through one of the episodes and awake again to a sweet scottish accent on the TV.

My brain couldn’t place the voice at first until she appeared on the screen. It was Michelle dressed up in a vintage purple suit/dress. Looking around I saw Miranda sleeping on the couch next to mine.

Michelle’s voice echoed through my head and for some reason it made me happy, even for just a moment.

Then I felt sick to my stomach. I ran to the bathroom as fast as I could and made it just in time to throw up into the toilet.

☆☆☆

I woke up the next morning with sore breasts, which was seriously weird. I didn’t want to ask Miranda about it because it’ll be awkward, so instead I googled it.

According to Google I’m pregnant. I laughed at first finding it very funny cause I’m a lesbian… and then reality struck. Dan!

I got dressed quickly and snuck out to the pharmacy.

☆☆☆

Staring at the little stick in my hand I felt my heart drop to my feet when it showed positive.

“Fuck!” I yelled, slamming the stick against the stall wall.

☆☆☆

I snuck back into the house just in time to throw up again.

I was slouching over the toilet seat with Miranda rubbing my back.

“Let it all out. It’s going to be okay.” She whispered.

After puking my guts out, Miranda made me some peppermint tea and some oatmeal cookies.

“Miranda…” I broke the silence. I was scared to death but she deserved to know.

“Yes, dear?” She put the paper she was currently reading down and facing me.

“I’m…I’m… pregnant…” I said with tears in my eyes.

Miranda embraced me and held me for a while.

“Darling, do you wish to keep the babe?” She asked with a caring look in her eyes.

“I… I…” I wasn’t sure how to feel about the situation at all.

“It’s okay to be scared. You have nine months to figure this out. Breathe, Lily, you’ll be okay. I’ll be with you all the way, I promise.” Her words touched my heart and I cried more about the fact that a complete stranger cared more about me than my own mother did, than over the fact that I was expecting a rapists child.

☆☆☆