His Secret Boyfriend | Yoonmin

#3

#3 WHAT'S THE FEELING OF HOLDING HIS HANDS? | 🤝

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Kim2 and Min's Household (Kitchen)

The dinner at Yoongi’s place was fun unlike the boring dinner Jimin had attended before at his Grandma’s place.

Grandmas are supposed to be sweet, caring and spoiling their grandchildren but after coming out to his family a year ago, all he received were insults.

He’s not really fond of his family anymore, except for his younger brother, but when he’s at Yoongi’s place with Seokjin, he always feels at home especially with home cooked meals.

Jimin admits that he misses his family, like everynight he thinks of them before he close his eyes to sleep but everytime he remembers how his parents did not do anything after his grandma and other family member insulted him, it pains him.

Okay, enough drama and let’s focus on what is currently happening which is Jimin watching his Yoongi hyung washing the dishes because they just finished their delicious dinner, thanks to Kim Seokjin’s cooking, and speaking of that hyung, his voice was heard from the living room and Jimin was certain that he was scolding Namjoon.

“I’m not kidding, Kim Namjoon! I will not hesitate to throw that computer of yours!”

Jimin sighs and turns to his to see him so focus on washing the dishes, his eyebrows furrowed. He volunteered to do the dishes earlier but Seokjin insisted that he’s a guest and ordered Yoongi to do it instead and it’s better to stay in the kitchen for now. Seokjin is raging there in the living room and he doesn’t mind to stay with Yoongi longer even if they’re not having a conversation and he’s just watching him to the dishes. He doesn’t mind. At. All.

“Jimin, you can sit.” Yoongi said.

“Yeah, I know but I can stand here too.” He retorted and took a little step closer to his hyung.

Yoongi stops and turns to him which caught him off guard because of the little distance between them. Their eyes met and Jimin… let’s just say he keeps digging his own grave like he knows he can’t handle his hyung and that everything his hyung does will end up killing him because he’s too weak for him but he still took a step closer earlier without thinking that Yoongi may turn to him and that what happening right now.

He suddenly forgot how to breathe and that will eventually lead him to his death. 

“Stupid, get a stool and sit here if you want to be near me.”

Jimin gasped, remembering how to breathe again and slowly nodded. He saw him smile briefly before his expression changed to normal again and that’s enough for Jimin. After getting a stool, he went back beside Yoongi but not as close as before because if his hyung turns again, he’s not sure about his survival rate anymore.

Kidding! But if a person is too whipped it might actually happen.

Jimin’s focus was on Yoongi’s hands. His hyung’s pale and beautiful hands, especially those veins which Jimin find pleasing to look at. Yoongi’s hands alone are aesthetic!

He always have this urge to hold Yoongi’s hand when they’re alone. He just wants to hold it and he wants to know the feeling of those hands holding his too but that will be too awkward, right? He just can’t grab Yoongi’s hand because he feels like holding it. What would his hyung think? That he likes him? Yes, it’s true but Jimin doesn’t want him to know that.

His hyung is too kind, treats him like a younger brother since the first time they met in the university. He’s not going to ruin that relationship even if what he wants is more than that.