Vanished Love

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Well, she's actually my sister or shoud I say 'half sister'. Iniwan daw siya ng mom niya sa isang simbahan because they can't afford ng mga gastusin. When I was 5 years old, I really wanted a baby sister, nag-adopt na lang si mother because she was too old na to be pregnant that's why mag-kaiba kami ng last name.

When we're a teenager, my mom always scold her kahit wala naman siyang ginagawang mali. Naaawa ako sakaniya, then her attitude starts to change. When we are a kid, we play happily hindi kami nag-aaway, then her voice starting to raise and hindi niya ako pinapansin.

I remember the time that my or, our mom and dad died in an accident sa tita na lang namin kami tumira. I said to Ayah that I'm willing to give all she wants, pagmamahal na hindi binigay ng tama ng parents ko sakaniya, but she raised her voice again and said 'I can live alone.' So tell me where I went wrong?

And hindi ko na pala namalayan na I was crying while hugging her.

"L-lei why are you crying?" Ayah said while holding my face.

"I j-just remember the old days happened to us" I smiled.

"S-sorry Lei, ngayon ko lang narealize lahat lahat ginagawa mo p-para maging masaya ako." She smiled "You raised me like your child. You gave everything, but I was so selfish I'm sorry."

"It's okay." I hugged her again.

"Aalis na ba tayo? Magbibihis na ako." Ayah asked while wiping her tears..

"S-sige, ako na maglilinis nito." I pointed at the broken make-up. She nodded and picking some clothes.

But now she changed.

Because everyone can change.

Pag katapos ko maglinis I pick outfit na parehas kay Ayah so when I lost her. I can find her easily.

Ayah wear a long sleeves off shoulder and a high waisted white skirt with an ankle boots she also wear a gold chain black sling bag.

"Bukas winter daw ah, bili tayo ng jackets!" Ayah said going out of the bathroom.

I nodded. "Okay guys so that's the prank tapos na den kami magbihis. Pupunta na
kami sa mga tourist attractions like, Kyongbok Palace, National Folklore Museum then sa Myeondong.. Magsusuot kami ng Hanbok! Wooohhooo! And kakain din kami ng streetfoods, fifteen days kami dito kaya mas madami pa kaming pupuntahan so, magre-ready lang kami and we can go." I stopped recording.

I just tied my hair in a pony and let my bangs down. "Let's go.." I grab Ayah's hands..

"Mag-hanbok tayo?" She asked.

"Yes, pwede tayong mag-rent." I smiled.

"Talaga?"

"Yes, of course."

And then we ride a train going to Kyongbok Palace.

"Ayun may mga hanbok oh!" Ayah pointing at the store with full of people wearing hanbok.

"Okay let's go." I said.

I started recording some stuff and many more.. "look! What a nice hanbok.." I look at Ayah's hanbok.. "yung hanbok lang hindi ikaw.."

Ayah rolled her eyes.. Still, parehas kaming style, color and design ng hanbok.. Naglakad kami ng onti and nasa harapan na pala namin yung Kyongbok Palace.. We started to take some pictures, poses and many more..

While taking some pictures may bumangga saakin, I don't know kung sinadya or what..

"Ano ba yan!"

"Mianhamnida.." He apologized..