My Sunflower *h.s*

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Hello!! For this story I'm thinking about doing a chapter for each week of her pregnancy, so that way I can build a relationship between her and Harry but not have it be dragged on or super fast or anything.

But if there's anything specific you wanna see throughout the pregnancy let me know!! It can be anything with Molly specifically or with her and Harry or whatever! The sky is the limit.

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Molly - 8 weeks pregnant

I got back to Seattle a few days ago, and the plane ride back was a little bit better than the one on the way there. I was still nauseous as all hell but most of my anxiety was gone, which made things a little better for me. Erica picked me up once I landed and demanded I tell her everything, which I only agreed to if she bought me food. Besides the feeling of nausea, I've been hungry and tired all the time. It's like this thing is sucking everything out of me. It's gonna be a long year for me. . .

Harry is supposed to go to LA today to move some stuff in and then come up here the next day to grab some of my stuff, which I have yet to pack. I'm already regretting my decision to move in with him right away. I'm thinking about calling him and telling him Nevermind and then we can do this all later. I mean, I'm hardly showing and the baby is the size of a raspberry so it's not like I can't do things for myself right now. Plus, Seattle isn't a fat plane ride from LA, he can come up for doctors appointments or whatever.

Sarah and Mitch are supposed to be flying with him, I think Sarah said they're going to start recording the new album in Los Angeles so that way Harry can still work and be whatever he is to me. Baby daddy? One time lover? I don't know. We still don't have any sort of relationship so I'm not sure what to call him yet. Sarah said she'd come with Harry to move some things with us but I think I'm going to stay here for as long as I can. I know that's not what I originally agreed to but I wasn't in a good mindset when I agreed to move in with Harry immediately, and now that I'm in a better mindset I think living alone and figure if things out for myself or a little will be best.

Erica has been with me everyday, basically temporarily moving in with me. I don't mind though, it's nice to have someone here with me right now, especially with my emotions all over the place. It's nice to have someone to go to when I'm freaking out about anything relating to my doomed future. I went to my school today, explained my situation to the resource center and figured out that I can switch to online classes for this semester and next. That way I won't get behind and I'll still be enrolled in school, it'll just be a lighter class load and more of my required classes. As long as I can stay in school I don't mind, I don't want to put my whole life on pause because I was stupid and got knocked up.

"Molly, you're phone is ringing!"

"Ughh, can you bring it to me please?" I heard Erica set down something and then her feet moving towards me. I was sitting on the couch, fully stretched out with an eye mask on. I've been trying to sleep for the past couple hours but every time I got comfortable I either had to pee, throw up, or eat something. So far, pregnancy sucks. I really don't know how people do it more than once. Erica leaned down and placed my phone in my hand and I peeled the eye mask back, clicking accept and putting the eye mask back over my eyes.

"Hello?"

"Hey sis! We landed and while ago and just got our bags so we're gonna head up to you now."

"What do you mean? I thought you guys were coming tomorrow?" I sat up, taking the eye mask off but immediately regretted it as a wave of nausea hit me.