My Sunflower *h.s*

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Idk if anyone can tell but I'm taking inspiration from to be so lonely, falling, a little bit of cherry and fine line. All these songs are good contenders for the past couple chapters. But more specifically, these lines:
'I was away and I'm just an arrogant son of a bitch who can't admit when he's sorry'
And
'What am I now? What if I'm someone I don't want around"

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Two Weeks Later

Molly

It's been a little over a month since everything has happened, it's been a month since I've been with Sarah, and its been two weeks since I've last seen of or heard from Harry.

And every day it's getting harder to get out of bed.

Sarah has been tying to get me to go out and do things, but I can't bring myself to do it. I just lay in bed all day with Belle, and when someone else has the baby, I just lay here and cry or sleep.

Everyday I hope I wake up and Harry has come to his senses and everything goes back to normal, but then I wake up in a room that isn't mine with nobody next to me.

All talk of Harry has pretty much disappeared from the house, except for when Mitch and Sarah think I'm asleep or in a different room, and then they talk about him in hushed voices. And from what I gather, he's not doing great either. I think Mitch has been staying with him the past week or so.

My heart aches for him everyday, but my brain forces myself to put the phone down and think about what he did to me, to our family.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

Do we break up? Do we wait it out?

I have no idea.

Fuck, this hurts so much.

"Molly?" I heard a gentle knock on the door and then heard the latch click as someone pushed it open. "Hey sweetie, do you think you want to get out of bed today? Take a shower and get some fresh air maybe?" Sarah sat on the bed behind where I was curled up in a ball staring at Belle. She rested her hand on my arm before leaning down and resting her chin on my shoulder.

I didn't say anything, I couldn't say anything. I don't think I've spoken in days.

"Do you think we can do that?" I shrugged my shoulders, curler tighter into the duvet. "Okay, well let me bring the baby to Mitch and then I'll help you, okay?" I didn't respond, but she didnt wait for me to respond either. She stood up and walked to the other side of the bed, gently grabbing Belle and then disappearing out of the room.

Not long after she came back, making her way to the bathroom to start the water and grab some towels.

"Okay, come on sweets." she gently pulled the covers off me, making me shiver. She held out her hand and I looked at it with a blank expression before bringing my eyes to her face, seeing a gentle and supportive smile. I sighed quietly before taking her hand, letting her help me off the bed and lead me ot the bathroom.

Once we were in the bathroom and the door was closed she helped me take my clothes off before urging me into the bathtub. I dipped one foot in, and then slowly lowered the rest of me into the water.

I sighed and relaxed into the warm water, bringing my knees to my chest and wrapping my arms around my legs.

Sarah lit a candle and turned on some quiet music before meeting me at the tub, kneeling on the floor next to it.

"Lean your head back, I'm gonna rise your hair." She kept her voice soft, like she was trying not to startle me in hopes that I wouldn't freak out and run out of the bathroom back to the worn spot in the bed. She spoke each time she was going to do something, letting me know beforehand, but other than that we kept quiet.