The love of a killer || TICCI TOBY X READER

Lost and dangerous

Your pov...

I woke up in Toby's bed, but he wasn't there thought. I yawned and stretched my arms above my head. I looked around and saw that his goggles and mouthguard was gone. He must be awake. I sighted and walked downstairs. I sat down at the kitchen table and ate a sandwitch and some milk. When i was done i washed my plate. I know we have a mishine for that, but i just wanted to do it. I was allmost done as Jane came down stairs really happy. "hey Jane, what's up with the good mood? Is Jeff dead or something?" I said laughing a bit. Jane laughed as well. "no silly, actually me and Jeff are a thing now!" She said really happy. "no way! really?!" I was suprised that they were are thing now, you know, they have been fighting for a pretty long time. "yes! and i have some more news about that stuff!" She said as she sat down on the kitchen table. I put the plate away and leaned against the sink. "what more?" I asked. "It's about Clockwork!" She said happily. "Is she woth Ben?" I hope she is, if not i can only hope it's not Toby. "No, she would never be with him. She is with Toby again! They slept together again yesterday night after you fell-" I smiled sadly and looked down and turned away from her. "oh my zalgo, i'm so sorry! I forgot! I'm so sorry y/n! please forgive me" I let a tear escape my eye but i wiped it away and fought the tears. "It's ok Jane, it's not your fault. It's- NO! I CAN'T LET HER GET OUT!!" I screamed and ran out if the mansion. I ran to a lake but stoped as i heatd laugher. I hid in the shadows behind a tree and saw, Toby and Clockwork laying on the grass making out. I couldn't fight them anymore.I let the tears stream down my face and backed away only to stumble on a stone. I fell on my back and heard them say something. "what was that?" Said clocky. "Wait here, i'll sheck it" I tried to get up but my foot was stuck under a root. "Oh no not now" I whispered to myself. I heard his footsteps getting closer and closer untill they were infront of the tree. He didn't look behind the tree and walked away without noticing me. I sighted in relife and kept trying to get my foot out of the root. "ugh, stupid root let go of my foot!" I whisper yelled. "Uuuuugh! I hate this!" I fell on my back and my foot was still stuck. I looked over at the stone i stumbled on and thought i could try to reach for it. So i did. I got the stone and slamed it into the root. After thousand years i got my foot away from the root. "HA! that's what you get fo-"I was tackled to the ground by something or someone. I didn't know. I turned around and saw no other then Toby. "Y/N? W-what are you doing here?" He said helping me up. "I was stuck in a tree. why? wanded some alone time with your new girlfriend?" I said anoyed. "y/n, please. I love her and you can't change that" He said in a calm voice. I growled and heard a twig snap. "who's there?" Toby asked. "it's me, Clocky. oh,uh, Hi y/n" I didn't respond. suddenly i heard a voice in my head. 'It's her fault Toby got hurt. Kill her and Toby is yours' My eyes widned and i took my hands on my head. "NO! STOP IT! I CAN'T HURT HER STOP IT!" i screamed and backed away, far away. "Y/N!! WHATCH OUT!!" i was backing away into the lake. 'Let me die' If i died, Shadow did too. I turned around and jumped into the water. Toby tried to get me but i swam futher down. I found some sea grass and tied it around my ankle. I wanted to drown, but i would hurt Toby. I quickly cut the grass and swam up. Toby and Clockwork ran over to me. I got up from the water and sat down. "why did you do that?" Toby asked. " I just want to die. I have NOTHING to live for, really" I said and cried. "you have me y/n" He said and hugged me. "No i don't, you're gone. You left me. I can't trust you anymore. I can't trust anyone anymore!" I yelled and ran away to the mansion and locked me inside my room. "y/n! please open the door" Toby yelled from the outside. "we are still friends, right?" He asked with sadness in his voice. I wanted to say yes, but the aswer is no. "I'm sorry Toby, you let me down. You forgot me and left me. I'm sorry, But we are no longer friends" I said with anger and sadness in my voice. "I...I understand" He said and began walking away. "Toby" I said. "yes?" "That kiss btw, didn't mean anything" I said. " me neither" He said and walked away.I slid down the wall and cried quietly. What have i done. I lied in my bed and cried. Clocky tried to speak with me but i refused. The same with Jane, Sally, Smile, Jeff, Masky, Hoddie, E.J, L.J, Slender and all the others. I didn't know what to do now. I could just die, but it wouldn't help me much. I looked at my closet and thought for a moment. I know what I'm going to do. I smiled creepily. I walked to my closet and pulled out a outfit that had dark colors. Or more like my new killing outfit. Instead of a gun i have belt woth two hatchets.(outfit over) I changed and took on some eyeliner and pulled the hood over my head. I smiled like a maniac. "you're not going to help me with this Shadow, ok? I want to do it myself" I said to Shadow who's inside me. 'fine, but don't do anything stupid now' Shadow said in my mind. "i wont" With that I walked out of the room and down to Clocky's room. I knocked. "Who is it?" "it's me, y/n" She opened the door and hugged me. "I'm so sorry y/n i didn't mean to hurt you" She said still hugging me. "sure you are" I said with sarcasm in my voice. She stoped hugging me and i Smiled like a psychopath again. She screamed and ran past me. I took my hatchets out and walked after her. I found her in the kitchen trying to talk to someone about that i was crazy. The didn't belive her at first, but remembered some days Ago. I pulled down my hood and hid the hatchets stepping into the kitchen. Just act normal. "Hi guys! Sup?" i said walking to the fridge and pulling out some apple juice. "Hey um, Clocky said that Shadow had taken over again. You ok?" Masky asked. I got pissed so i presed to hard on the apple juice bottle. "Just fine" I said and smiled a wierd smile at them. "well, i have to go do something. Have you seen Toby? I have to talk to him" I said trying to sound normal. "yeah, He is in the living room. I think Clocky walked to him when you came" I growled and rolled my eyes. "thank you. please don't name Clockwork while i'm nearby. Now i may leave" I said walking away to the living room. I pulled my hood back on and pulled my hatchets out. "tsk tsk tsk, You think you're save woth Toby? You're wrong" I said and walked out so they could see me. "your life is over Clocky.

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So, you are not friend with Toby anymore. Nice to know. You also have forgot about the mediciin! Well, Toby slepy with that freakin w**** Clockwork again! sorry....i f****** hate clocky......sorry again. Anyways, Toby isn't there for you when you need him the most and he should maybe think anout that again before his girlfriend dies. Lets see if she dies in the next chapter. I hope so *crazy laugher* sorry.....that's why they call me psycopath....nlt that i care. Hope you like the chapter. See ya!! *waves with both hands*