CHAPTER 9 - "MY HEART"

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[A/N: heyyy loveees! kamusta na kayoo? sorry kung medyo matagal yung updates! medyo busy!lol! pero i'll try to update more! take care ya'll! comment your thoughts! THANK YOU! 

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CHAPTER 9 - "MY HEART" 

I can’t stop myself staying away from him. I don’t know... Maybe I like him... too much. Ayokng pigilan ang sarili ko sa pagiging Masaya...

You only live once right? Bakit ko sasayangin sa pagdurusa diba?  I want to enjoy what life has to offer. Life’s offering Ken so might as well... ummmm, enjoy him? HAHA!

“Anak, kamusta naman ang trabaho mo? Hindi ka naman ba nagpapagod?”

“It’s okay Mom. Yes, medyo nakakapagod pero I think kaya ko naman. Plus, I enjoy what I’m doing. So please mom, don’t worry too much.”

“I just want you safe baby. But if you said so, then fine... just be careful okay? I love you Baby...”

“I love you too mom.” Then she hugged me. I love her so much, I know I can be pain in the a** sometimes but I always show her that I love her. She’s the only one who loves me. Right after my dad left us. I can’t afford to loose her.

“Baby, you have to go tomorrow to Dr. Enrique okay? I scheduled you for your check up.”

“yes, mom. Will you go with me?”

“of course, baby.”

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“Good news ma’am, Gabby... Your heart is getting better, just always remember to take your medicines and we’ll hope that would be enough to make you be okay.”

“Doctor, do I need operations?”

“That won’t be necessary now, dahil okay pa naman yung kalagayan mo. And we still can’t find a donor.”

“Oh...”

“don’t worry baby, makakahanap din tayo ng donor.”

“ummm, doctor can I ask you something?”

“anything dear...” I have to hear this from him. At least I’ll know.

“How long will I live?” my mom was shocked and she burst into tears.

“I can’t say anything now Gabby, kapag nagpatuloy ang pag effect ng gamot sayo... I hope longer. Just don’t give up so easily. You can do this. You have survived 17 years of CHD, I think you can do more.”

“anak, please don’t loose hope okay? Everything will be fine.”

Everything will be fine...

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“HEY KEN!” tahimik lang siya... he’s not piss, I hope.

“hooooyy, Ken! Ano ba? Ba’t hindi ka namamansin?” teka? May ginawa naman ba ako?

“Good morning class, handa na ba yung pinapagawa ko sa inyong presentation?” okay, maybe later...pumasok na kasi yung teacher namin eh...

Blah, blah, blah... nagpresent lang kami ng ginawa naming program and stuff, boring! Hindi ako masyadong naging attentive sa class namin.

Bakit kaya hindi niya na ako pinapansin may ginawa ba ako? Ano ba yan... now that I’m letting myself to be close to him siya naman yung umiiwas...

“psst... may problema ka ba?”

Tumingin lang siya sa akin, then he looked away... hmmmp, wag ko na nga lang siyang kulitin...

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