Koala, I've Got You (BxB)

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***Milo's POV***

It's not just a picture. It means something. It means a lot, actually.

I have always wanted a tattoo. I told myself that one day, when I was old enough, I was going to put what meant the most to me on my skin. I want everyone to see it. I want proof that I made one good decision in my life.

When I was younger, I had an idea of what I wanted. I knew that it would be the only thing that had always brought me joy, painted permanently as a reminder to me.

After I have finally reached age of consent, I have no doubt.

I wish Neko would have just talked. I needed to convey to him why I wanted this. I needed this. He didn't have to do it with me. I would have loved that. But, I understand that not everyone wants or desires a permanent reminder.

I just wanted his approval. I wanted him to be excited. I really wanted him to sit beside me and hold my hand. I won't pretend that I'm not a little weary of the pain.

Ky said he would be there. He offered to get one too. I wouldn't mind, but I really wanted my Batman.

I'm not doing it. The excitement is gone. It wasn't worth the loss. Two whole days without the love of my life, all over a stupid tattoo.

Fuck it!

I just won't get it. No point anyways. He will see it and hate me everyday. That is the exact opposite of what I want.

My hands wring themselves, I can't sleep. It's been a long night. I contemplated just doing it anyways. I just haven't.

"Bean, you're miserable. Go home." Mrs. Amy sits beside me and rubs my back.

"It wasn't supposed to go like this." I whimper the words out. My head hurts. I'm exhausted.

"You have been up all night. And day. You need sleep." Mrs. Amy kisses my head softly and presses a hot cup of coffee into my hands.

"Where's Nat?" I ask gently.

"She went to grab breakfast. IHOP. You love waffles." Mrs. Amy smiles and I nod.

I didn't bring my fucking phone charger. All these people use are Galaxies.

"Can you send Neko a text? Just tell him I'm alive?" I ask pitifully.

"Why don't you wait for Nat? She's getting your charger from the house." Mrs. Amy brings a smile to my face, a genuine one.

Natalie walks in the house, flanked by Max. Ky and Lux follow behind.

"Feeling any better Bean?" Lux picks me up and puts me in his lap. I shake my head into his shoulder.

"I shouldn't have yelled." I cry into his shirt.

"Yeah. You actually should have. You aren't wrong. If you were, I would tell you." Lux cups my face and places a kiss on my forehead. He thumbs my tears away and offers me a kind grin.

"I just wanted to do something special. Something I couldn't lose. I always wanted it. Why does he have to be so angry?" My tears are relentless. My sobs loud, gut wrenching.

"Shhhhh. Calm down. It will be okay." Ky whispers words in my ear. These guys are always so encouraging. I always need so much fucking attention.

I hate it. I want to be strong like everyone else. I don't want to cry because my fiancée told me no.

"You are strong." Natalie pulls me from Lux' arms and holds me. Her head lies in my chest.

"Did I say that out loud?" I giggle. Oops.