Kisses of Fire (boyxboy)

Chapter 19 - Am I Gay Quiz

Question: How do you envision Cooper?
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Cooper was horny.
It was 3 in the morning, and he couldn't sleep due to the fact that he had tried to jack off for the past hour, and the more he did it, the more his wrist would start to hurt. He hated the stupid cast, and he hated that he broke his wrist. But most of all, he hated River.

What? No, he didn't.

Taking a deep breath, he tried to focus on the spinning ceiling fan, hoping it would somehow make him fall asleep. The longer he stared at it, the more he envisioned someone twirling their tongue around his co-

Quickly sitting up, he grabbed his laptop and walked over to his desk. Opening it up, he typed in pornhub and tried to find a video. He found one that looked pleasing and clicked on it, immediately skipping to the sex part. Turning the volume down, he spit on his left hand, put it on his member and bit his lip while he started moving his hand up and down.

The porn was helping, and he was turned on by watching the girl bounce up and down on the guy's dick, but when it changed to her giving him a blowjob, Cooper unknowingly looked at the guy. When the girl changed to giving a hand job, Cooper just looked at the guys' penis and kept moving his hand.

His mouth slightly opened when it showed the guy touching his member, and he suddenly started gripping it faster, copying what he was doing in the video. He closed his eyes and took heavy breathes in and out, trying not to be too loud. His chest was rising and falling as he felt himself getting closer.

He tried thinking of the girl in the video but instead, the image of him and River making out in the car popped in his mind. He was reminded of how it felt when River was kissing up and down his neck and sucking on the skin, giving him a hickey. When River was running his hands through his hair and at times tugging it, along with the warm feeling of his big hands rubbing up and down Cooper's torso, all these images made him rub faster, and he was starting to feel himself getting even closer. He imagined River touching him how the video's people touched each other and even imagined his mouth on Cooper.

Cooper looked like he was going to scream as his mouth opened and his head fell back. Biting his lip, the only sound that could be heard was a tiny yelp as he came in his hand.

As he caught his breath, he finally realized what he just did and shut his laptop. He glanced around his room and quickly got up as his adrenaline went down. Going straight to the bathroom, he scrubbed his hand, not caring if he got his cast wet.

He just jerked off thinking about River. Another guy. Who he also had made out with last week.

Cooper looked at himself in the mirror and chewed on his lip as he let his feelings set in.

He felt disgusted. What was wrong with him? Where were these feelings coming from? He had never done this before, where he thought about another guy while jerking off. Heck, he never even thought of anyone else.

Frowning, he stripped his clothes and headed to the shower. This was his second shower in less than 10 hours; he was sure he would turn into it by morning when he took another one. Cooper was hoping that the headache was starting to develop would fade, but it didn't. Getting out and throwing on a change of clothes, he dried his light brown hair with the towel and plopped on the bed. That was the worst shower he's ever taken.

He was tired, but couldn't fall asleep. Rubbing his eyes, he took a deep breath; not knowing what to do, he went back to his laptop and went to the search bar, typing am I gay quiz into the same search bar the porn was in. Before clicking enter, he stopped.