The Lost Lycan Princess

Chapter 30 - Caught In The Act

Jackson POV;

"Jackson please..." a quiet but broken voice pleaded from before me but the anger that consumed me was much too strong to oblige. Non of this made any sence. My mate was the Lycan princess? This is a joke, right? She would have told me if this was true, she wouldn't hide something like that from me. I don't believe it. I don't want to believe it. But something inside me was telling me the complete opposite, it was telling me that it was true. That she lied.

Shaking my head furiously, I looked up only to see the most beautiful eyes, eyes that were filled with unshed tears. Tears that held nothing but guilt. There she stood, her small frame shaking with sadness, her angelic face pleading with me to listen to her. My heart stopped beating for a second, breaking slowly seeing her in such a state. I wanted nothing only to hold her, caress her soft skin and tell her everything would be ok. But I couldn't. Not this time.

Turing to my father whom was standing as still as a solider, his eyes casted down to the floor as his mind was heavy with thought. Why would he lie? Understandably, I knew my father was a reasonable man so I had no doubt he wouldn't make up such a story as this one. But Allison was my mate and I trusted her with my life. I trusted that she would be completely honest with me like I was to her. If the situation was reversed, I would have told her everything the second I met her. My heart was telling me to trust my mate but my mind was telling me the opposite.

"What...what is he talking about?" I managed to say aloud, my voice deep and low as I tried to hold back my wolf who was edging to be released.
Realising a sob, Allison took a step forward. "I....I was going to tell you I swear but...."

"BUT WHAT?? YOU LIE? TO MY FUCKING FACE! THIS WHOLE TIME YOU HAVE BEEN HERE YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT LIED. THE PERSON I WAS MEANT TO BE WITH, MY OWN MATE. I DONT EVEN KNOW HER" I couldn't help it. The confusion I once had turned into complete rage.
The anger that consumed me was over powering my body and I feared that if I allowed it to take full control, I would turn into the monster I once was. The monster I tried so hard to stay hidden from Allison...the blood Alpha.

"Please just listen to me...I...I know your angry right now but please just let me explain..." she pleaded as she took a step closer, casualty caressing my face with her soft hands. I closed my eyes for a brief moment trying not to melt at her touch. She knew the effect she had on me and even if it was unconsciously, the second she touch me I felt the sparks spread throughout my body. My eyes wondered around the room, anywhere but at her. If I saw her right now I knew I would give in. I knew my wolf would take control and comfort his mate. But surprisingly, he was just as pissed as I was. He felt hurt, betrayed. And most of all; angry.

Pushing her away, looked over to my father who was now looking up at me. I was angry at him too. How long has he known this? Did my mother know too? As angry as I am at him for keeping this from me, I can't stand to be near him right now. Or anyone for that matter.

I have to get out of here. I have to clear my head. I need time. Time away from everyone including Allison.

Storming out of the room without a single glance back, I ignore the painful cries of Allison from behind me begging me to stay. It painted me so much to see her like this but my anger overpowered any erge to comfort her.

My mind went blank. I could feel my body moving but I couldn't control myself. My wolf was taking over and I was too exhausted to fight him. So without a second thought, I closed my eyes and let him take control.

Shifting outside the house, I ran with all my might into the forest, away from everyone and everything. This was the only way I would be able to calm myself, to be able to think clearly without freaking out like a manic. But each time my mind would wonder back to the events that just occurred, I was getting angrier and angrier.