Antara Darah dan Hati: Dream Reality English Translation

Chapter 8 Part 3 "Weil ich mich immernoch Sorge"

POV Ludwig

Not even today is over and I've been annoyed by him, that person really doesn't care about the rules, fick! I knew where he was going, he was going to the parking lot to smoke and I'm going there to give him a warning.

I walked in a hurry until finally I arrived in the parking lot in which was quiet from the eyes of the public and I saw him enjoying a cigarette while leaning against the wall. That idiot hasn't changed much at all.

"Hej, dummkopf! (hey, idiot!)"

"Hej Ludwig, wat wil je? (hey Ludwig, what do you want?)"

"What you did was really too much."

"Why, was it too frontal? Did I hurt your pride or made you feel guilty?"

"You know what happens if you dig too far?"

"Yes, so what? I'm ready with the risks." he answered then sucked his cigarette again and exhaled the smoke through his nostrils.

"Lodewijk, you will not die like your two friends, you will receive much more suffering than your two friends who have died."

"Oh, so you actually know enough about what happened to my two friends? I thought your answer on Friday a week ago was the real answer. The death of my two friends is beyond your capacity as a prosecutor." he said while bending his index fingers and middle fingers with both hands in front of me.

He makes me even more angry, damn it. I'm really too Deustchland über alles (German above all) for him who is a Nederlands-Indië (Dutch East Indies).

"I know how you play Ludwig, you are too fixated on the rules that apply like Germans in general, ordnung muss sein (rules must be obeyed) right? The problem is, I know the people that I face will never play by following the rules because they will do whatever it takes as long as their goal is reached, if they do that isn't it fair if I do the same thing? Geen regel zonder uit zondering (There are no rules without exceptions)." he said with his cigarette still stuck in his mouth while exhaling the smoke again through his nostrils then he asked me.

"By the way, why did you come here to give me this kind of warning? Doesn't the enemy feels no care about what he will do to the person that has become the target? Except, if the enemy still cares about the person that has become the target."

"I don't care about you."

"If that's the case, why should you bother telling me that I have angered you guys like crazy and that I'm going to suffer more than my friends who have died? Because without even being told, I think it's pretty clear to me about the risks that I'll accept."

"Fick dich, du Stück eines beschissenen Fickers!"

"Bedankt voor het compliment en bedankt voor de waarschuwing, broeder. (Thanks for the compliment and thanks for the warning, brother.)" he answered my insults with a relaxed tone while smoking his cigarette again. I grabbed the cigarette that is stuck on his mouth and then struck it on the asphalt and stepped on it.

"You know that smoking is bad for your health, right?"

"En dan? (and then?)"

"At least appreciate your health before you suffer more, dummkopf (idiot)!" he just shook his head with a smile then gave a reply.

"Why do you care about me who will suffer even more, unless you actually love me, aren't you broeder?"

"Absolute nicht! (absolutely no!)"

"Heheheh, absoluut niet of absoluut ja? (absolutely no or absolutely yes?)"

"Fahr zur hölle! (go to hell!)" I turned my body and hurried my steps to get away from him and then he said "Oh jee, broeder. (oh dear, brother)" in a tone of pity. I ignored it while trying to hold back my anger and my desire to hit his face as hard as possible, all I could do now is clenched my fist holding back my frustration.

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German Dictionary

Fick dich, du Stück eines beschissenen Fickers = Fuck you, you shitty fuckers.

Weil Ich Mich Immernoch Sorge = only because I still care.

*Play this song below for the end of this part