Antara Darah dan Hati: Dream Reality English Translation

Chapter 23 Part 4 "Euer Wille ist mein Befehl, Eure Majestät"

POV Tantri

In the end, I was fired from the police force. The judge of the internal police court who examined my case file for the report that the court received regarding my statement that I made when I was interviewed by the mass media crew regarding the torture that I experienced at the police force hospital when my friends and I tried to transfer Lodewijk from the police force hospital when he was in a coma finally decided that I had made a false statement to the public and it fell into the category of making lies that violated the police code of ethics.

Another reason of why I was fired was the internal police court stated that the self-investigation that I conducted to save Riri and caused her apartment to explode was an act of abuse of power because I shouldn't have used the authority that I had as a police officer while I was suspended.

I have appealed to the internal police court so that I don't get fired but the result is still the same. Is this a sign that it's time for me to find a man who is willing to accept me as his life partner? Well, if this is the time I don't mind, it's just that for some reason every time I imagine what kind of life partner that I want, it's that person who always comes to my mind.

I never thought that stupid clown could make me have such strange thoughts. I don't think there's any way I can be with him. I am someone who is rigid and he is someone who is free, if I end up with him maybe I will always have a fight with him anyway so, I think Riri is more suitable to be his life partner compared to me.

The reason I say that Riri is more suitable to be the life partner of that stupid clown is, when she stayed at my house for a month while she was looking for a new apartment that she could live in, I noticed that she tends to be cheerful and more relaxed than me. It's not a bad thing but that's why I feel that she is more suitable to be that stupid clown's life partner than me but, even though I tried to let just let my thoughts about him go, for some reason my chest feels a little tight.

I know I should be able to stop myself from thinking about that but, after all, every time there's an incoming message notification on my smartphone screen, there are times when I wish that it was that stupid clown who sent the message to me. Yes, that stupid clown who managed to stir up my feelings which made me mad at myself because no matter how hard I tried to get rid of those feelings, they just wouldn't go away.

Ah never mind. If I still haven't found a new job to replace my old job, I should immediately try to find a life partner. Maybe I should start asking my male friends if any of them or their male friends are looking for a life partner.

I was sitting on the sofa in my living room, turning on my smartphone screen and when my smartphone screen showed its interface, I saw an incoming message notification on my WA.

I immediately opened my WA and the incoming message was from mevrouw Sofia who just came back here about two weeks ago. I opened the message that she has sent and read it.

"Assalamualaikum sister Tantri, excuse me, sorry if I disturb you, how are you, sister? I hope you are in good health and safe from all harm, threats, catastrophe, disaster, disease, poverty or other bad things that can harm you. Insha Allah, aamiin.

By the way, sister. I contacted you because I wanted to offer you a job. The job is to be my personal bodyguard. I know that you are suspended and I don't know if your suspension has ended or not, and I also don't know whether you have been laid off from your job or not, but if you need a job, I hope you will accept the job that I offered to you.

I have recommended your name to my parents and also to His Majesty the King of the Netherlands to be my personal bodyguard, regarding the amount of salary that you will receive, we can negotiate it at my house.