This Gangster Loves Her [Book 2 of GWOL] On-hold

Chapter 11

Thoughts

Zeke's POV

I'm at a lake right now. Two hours ang naging byahe ko. I need some time to think.

"Aish ang daming insekto dito!"

Napafacepalm ako nung marinig ko nanaman ang reklamo nya. Kanina pa sya but he insisted to come with me. Kanina pinatawag ng mga to si Rhie and then Tammy signed the paper. Pagkatapos na pagkatapos ng class dito ako dumeretso nagkataon namang nasalubong tong lalakeng to.

"Ano ba Zeke aren't we going home?!"

"Just shut your mouth Jastin Spencer Yu" I warned him. Kundi I'll rip his mouth wide like as wide as Penny Wise's make up in IT. Ganun kalake kung hanggang saan yung make up nya.

"I told you don't call me Jastin Spencer. I'm Jasper ok?!" He kept on saying but I kept on telling him that he's Jastin Spencer.

"Stop pretending to be someone you aren't" inis na asik ko sakanya. I just happen to hear his cousin? I guess calling him Jastin Spencer nung hinatid nya ako when I was drunk.

"I'm not pretending ok? I built the new Jastin Spencer and trained it to be Jasper Yu to fit in the society we're living-"

"Ya ya ya whatever" I said and just rolled my eyes. Reasons. I hate this.

"Why the hell did you come with me huh?" Inis na tanong ko. Hindi ko parin makakalimutan ang ginawa nilang pagpapahiya samen sa UG.

"Because I'm a guardian angel. And I don't want to waste a bitch's life like yours" he said. Napabuntong hininga ako. Bitch.

"Tell me do I deserve to be called bitch or flirt?" I asked him habang nakatingin ako sa papalubog na araw.

"For flirting my friend who happened to like your friend who's currently in a state of amnesia who's rumored to have feelings for him too? Anong gusto mong itawag sayo? Mapagmahal ganon?" I can hear sarcasm in his voice.

"It's just a yes or no question kung ano ano pang sinabi mo" singhal ko. An easy question na sya lang nagpahirap. Naupo sya sa tabi ko. I'm on the top of the car at nakiakyat akyat narin sya.

"Sige pag nagasgas yan pampupunas ko mukha mo" I warned him. He held his face pero umiling.

"I'm too soft hindi ko kayang manggasgas ng kahit bagay lang" he said.

"Psh. I told my self na magiisip ako but I ended up talking to you right now"

"Ano bang iisipin mo?"

Napapout ako at tumingin ulit sa halos lubog nang araw.

"If I'll continue being a flirt. Should I keep lowering my self on Lurenz? Do I deserve my friends? Shamey... does Shamey deserves betrayal?" I asked more likely to my self. Hindi kona alam ang gagawin ko.

"Listen Zeke. Girls should never lower themselves just to have a man. Everybody deserves their friends depending on how they value them and most of all you must know your own reasons for betraying someone. Are you insecure because of her Or mad towards her?"

"I don't want her back... I don't want her back to Lurenz's life" I said out of nowhere.

"Utak mo yan anong magagawa ko" he commented.

"Do you really like my friend that much? Na mas pipiliin mo sya kesa sa kaibigan mo?" He asked me kaya nilingon ko sya.

"In fact I can't blame you for liking him. I mean Lurenz is almost perfect. Lots of girls likes him. Pero sa tingin ko iisa lang talaga ang gusto nya"