FOR YOU-LIAM PAYNE/ RITA ORA
I continue singing and dancing with my hands in the counter when I feel a hand grabbing my arm and when I turn around, see his face Kai face his eyes are wide he is looking up and down my body with hunger PUTA, how did I didn't notice he was here, I feeling this urge inside me something is yelling inside me, I think is my body yelling at me, and my mind is yelling at my body, but I feeling how my body is winning the battle, I know they arguing between them, in his eyes, I can see myself alive something I never saw before and I know I'm blushing in this case my light brown skin color is something that doesn't matter, I'm too short compare to him I get to my toes and touch his lips with mine when I'm about to open my mouth my mind just won the battle and I push away.
He notices what is happening and he grabs my arm very fast and pulls me to his chest, raise my chin and says "no teasing" and crush my lips to his this took me by surprise and my body has total control, I open my mouth and this way more than a high-frequency electric shot way bigger, all my fears go away with the sweet taste of his mouth and my mind goes off when he sticks his tongue out touching my lips and my mouth responds involuntarily, really if this is what it feels like I want it, today and always or at least what feels forever for me.
Kai takes me by my tight, lifts me to his waist, placing me in the kitchen counter never breaking our kiss, not knowing what to do with my hands I place it his head and my finger are bury in his messy hair, he pulls away from a little, I whimper asking for this electric touch and he says "Lex" I look for a moment to his eyes and I am lost in those beautiful stormy eyes "Who are you? and what are you doing to me?" and he continues kissing me, my mouth follow, his hand taking my unzip hoodie out leaving me only in a sports bra and slowly moving his hand to my waist and a moan escapes his mouth gaining one from mine he pulls away again just to place his mouth in my neck sucking and kissing it and a moan escapes my mouth with a mention of his name knocking my subconscious to the floor as I roll my head back, closing my eyes, feeling wet in between my legs he lifts his head again looking at my eyes "I can make you feel so good, Lex" putting my hair behind my ear placing his forehead against mine never leaving my eyes, his hands sliding down my neck "You don't have an idea of how sexy you are" his hand slowing touching my chest, he places a kiss in my lips restarting again but my mind is up again and she starting to building walls, remainding me of that guy touching me the day Leon died, Kai is starting to touch me, I don't open my mouth this time, a tear escapes my eyes and I pull my lips away, and push him out of my legs where I am sitting, he looks confuse.
"I... I... I have to go like... like right now" and walk to my room, and inside of it some tears come out before I finally smile, I don't want to lie to myself, I like that kiss it was my first and it was intense, and I want more but no, that is never going to happen again.
When I finally get back out I see him sitting in the couch with a notebook on his hands well it looks like a notebook, but the way he is using it is more like a sketchbook his finger is black because of the pen he is using, I can see that he really like doing that even if he faces as a huge frown but he so concentrated in that.
In the kitchen, the first thing I grab is my hoodie and mug of coffee with no sugar or cream just plain, I drink my coffee, I'm trying to act the most normal way possible, but I'm too nervous right now "Do you know where Anna went" I ask to dissolve my nervousness
"No!" ouch, that is why you don't do these things, my subconscious says.
"Okay" I turn around, looking for my car keys they have to be somewhere I can't find them... Oh got it in the couch, I throw everything in the couch when I arrived earlier AY DIOS his in the couch I don't want to talk to him right now I just want to run from this place as fastest as I can but to run I have to talk to him "Hey...."
WHAT DO LEXIE IS GOING TO SAY? IS SHE IS GOING TO BE NICE OR RUDE? WHAT DO KAI IS GOING TO DO?
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BLUE
Romance"tell me Lex what are you afraid of?" that is the thing that I don't want to tell him, but I am so curious at all he was saying before that eventually I will show all my fears with no words. "I not afraid of anything, just go" I need him to go I can...
