THERE YOU ARE-ZAYN
When I open my eyes the first thing I see is myself I am in the mirror of my bedroom the one I turn around facing the wall as fast as I can to prevent seeing myself, why is he doing this? what did I do to make him do this? I see my reflection and I can see a small very small bruise in my right hip bone then look at my face Kai finger tugging my hair behind my ear and after that catching a tear out of my cheek that I didn't notice, he is shirtless, I can see every movement of him in the mirror, he kisses my neck and then my shoulder, then he watches both of us in the mirror.
"You are so beautiful, so sexy and so innocent" he lowers his hand to my hip
"Why?" I just have to ask
"because that is who you are"
"why are you doing this?" I clarify
"because you have to see it by your own, even if you hide it"
I can hold it anymore and turn around he looks surprise I bury my face in his chest, wrap my arm around him and start crying , his arms around me and I start sobbing I can't hide my embarrassment all the feeling I have are in fire "You have curves for someone your age" he said "In some way you are hot" "don't fight me bitch" "call him" all those phrases came to mind all over again just like he were next to me like I can feel his friends watching him push himself inside of me I can feel his nasty sweat in top of me then the image of my brother in the floor blood all over his hand on mine. I cry harder than ever, but I can also feel Kai kissing my head and I can also feel how his chest is wet for all my tears and he doesn't push me away he is here with me holding me.
The door opens and I just turn my head to the opposite side I know I should just cover myself I am in just my underwear and Kai is shirtless, but I don't have the energy to fight or listen to whoever it is.
"sorry I did that; my intentions were never to make you feel this way" he pulls away and grabs his shirt and put it over my head to cover my body. And he hugs me again making me feel welcome in his arms.
"it fine just don't tell no one about this, I mean you and me" I raise my head so I can see his face beautiful face.
"Don't worry about that, how are you feeling? Do you need something?" I know that he can crush me today right now, or maybe tomorrow, but I don't care. I have no explanation of how we got to close in some short time literally five days, I think that we have never had a real conversation.
"Yes, water please" he nods and exit the room.
I LOVE THIS PART OF THIS STORY BECAUSE YOU CAN SEE THE VULNERABILITY THAT LEXIE IS YOU CAN LEARN MORE OF HER SINCE HERE I AM TODAY IS A DAY THAT I AM POSTING TWICE.
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Romance"tell me Lex what are you afraid of?" that is the thing that I don't want to tell him, but I am so curious at all he was saying before that eventually I will show all my fears with no words. "I not afraid of anything, just go" I need him to go I can...
