BLUE

CHAPTER EIGHT

WOLVES- SELENA GOMES/MARSHMELLO

TRATAME SUAVEMENTE-SODA STEREO

I decided to open the door, the first thing I see are those blue eyes I like to much, they are heavy, intense, they talk to me but at the same time, they decide against it. Oh my god, he is handsome. the way stands in front of me, so sure of himself, he is using black jeans with ripped in his knees and a black and white T-shirt, I didn't saw the tattoos in his arms I like to see them, they are guys with a lot of them that honestly, they look horrendous, but Kai has a couple, they don't invade all his clear skin he has a decent amount he simulates a little smile in with that I can see the dimples that form in his cheek, he walked over to the apartment not even asking if he can do it is like he owns the place when I'm about to say something I finally can capture his scent, it feels like green, its scent transfers something refreshing and calm, is a mixture of mint and citronella.

"I told you to wait for me asshole" I hear Ian screaming from the stairs.

"Hey Lexie, nice to see you again" Ian looks at me with a big smile his blond hair a total mess his wearing blue hoodie and plain black jeans.

I get into my toes and kiss him in the cheek as a normal gesture for me and say "same" he blushes a little, and I smile.

"Wear is Anna," he asks still a smile a perfect white smile.

"I don't know I was just in the bathroom, and when I got out she wasn't here anymore I'm going to text her" and I start walking over to the kitchen to grab my phone, leaving the door open to Ian to come in and he does just that closing the door behind him.

I see a text from her as soon as I unlock my phone it says...

Anastasia: Went out a minute coming soon, came to my neighbors.

Me: Okay they here.

Anastasia: they who?

Me: Ian and Kai :)

Anastasia: Ohhhh, going.

I walk back to the living room a look at Kai in his phone and Ian just sitting and doing nothing.

"She said she is coming she is going next door," I say and both turn to look at me.

I still feel uncomfortable looking at Kai is a very rare feeling, I have never felt this before is like he is burning me with the way he looks at me, is almost like electricity the kind that burns very deep in my skin it starts in my face and then runs all over my arms, legs, heart, mouth, and throat. I think that he may feel the same way, not the part where I feel this burn, but the part where I feel uncomfortable, I think that the way I can't tolerate seeing him through his eyes that long, is like when he tries to talk to me but decide against it, he looks at me but avoid eye contact just like me.

"She better be here quick because I'm not waiting long" Kai finally speaks and I catch his accent isn't American he is different is similar to Australian or British, I don't want to ask because I don't want to look like a nosy person.

"I don't know, I'm not her m..."

"Guys, sorry I went over to next door," Anna says as she enters through the door, breaking one of my nicest speeches.

"There you are" Ian interrupts "I need my backpack my wallet is in there" he letting out a puff.

"Yes let's go to my car is over there, we are leaving anyway," she says, and it sounds like idea probably starting tomorrow my freedom is probably in.

We start standing up and I'm the last one in the apartment, in my view, the first thing I see is his ass, No Alexandra Pimentel you already know you can do this, Hay no Dios Mio, Fuck. I felt my heartbeat quicken Alexandra please relax. probably Kai notices what is happening and turn around and put his hand around my back, pushing me to walk faster and I got a high-frequency electric shot then into his eyes they are darker than before his eyes look like reflecting a dangerous storm in the middle of the ocean, with this feeling I shake my shoulders and my lower back to be a sudden movement and he does the same with his hand.

"What are you doing?" he asks with a frown in his face.

"I don't know, I just had a feeling to shake my body, I think I'm just a little tense," I say and he nods.

"So Alexandria move"

When Ian get his backpack, both of them get in their car, then Kai look at me, did he just? yes, he did wink at me. I don't know how to feel about this, is not like I can just flip him off, he is one of Anna friends is like I will say "hey, I can do this" got me, is not like he is easy to reject he is very attractive, but I know I can't be in a relationship of any kind, my plans for the future don't include husband, or kids, most of the women I know are looking for love, they are looking for someone who they can share the rest of their lives, someone they can marry, but that is not my case I am not looking for that, probably I did way before those men "they weren't men they were kids thinking they were men" took me and kill my brother, that day kill all kind of hopes I had I remember that same day I wrote a letter to a future me, it was an assignment for Spanish, in that letter I wrote that I wanted to marry someone no matter if he was good or bad if he loved me he was never going to hurt me, I wrote that I wanted at least two kids. But that same day everything change I saw all the darkness that I could ever imagine. In my future, I see I could have a successful career and alone.

I never knew how time flew that fasts it already noon and most of my stuff is already in my new apartment that I share with my best friend, finally, it came true I called my mom in the morning casually but like I didn't know anything about me moving in with Anna and she said that she has no idea how I convinced my father to let me do it and that she is very proud of me. When I told Anna that I needed to buy some furniture she said that it was okay that most of the things here are included with the apartment, so I just fixed most of my things, and the few I left in the room I going to pick it up tomorrow.

Is 11 PM and Anna inform me that some of her friends are going to come over and if I want to joint her but I decline her offer I just go to sleep since I didn't sleep much yesterday.

Next morning when I wake up at 5:30 am I just wash my teeth, dress up using a blue running tight, a matching sports bra, and a hoodie, I grab my Beats and head to the door taking my phone and my keys. When I practically doing nothing during the day, exercise is always a second door beside, my dad is always saying that a girl has to be thick for someone of my age, and I know that I have a very good body, I have curves, my mom always says that women can use the body to the advantage, that we own it, and have to know how to use it.

When I get home after two hours all my is body sweety and with my hair down, Beats still on, I go to the kitchen to put some coffee because is still early to prepare breakfast on the counter I find a note that says

Lex, I had to go out a bit, coming soon

so I just decide to unzip my hoodie and start dancing feeling the music while I wait for my coffee, one of my favorite songs plays and I start moving my hips feeling the music and in a couple of minutes I start singing:

"No quiero soñar mil veces las mismas cosas, Ni contemplarlas sabiamente, Quiero que me trates suavemente" I grab a cup and pour some coffee

I continue singing and dancing with my hands in the counter when I feel a hand grabbing my arm and when I turn around...