During the whole afternoon Anna help choose my clothes, not that I used but she tried, she did my hair, and I don't do make-up only if I am going with my parents I just did my eye lashes, put up some black jeans a black tank top a brown leather jacket and brown boots nothing to fancy I don't have an idea we're Ian is taking me so I just let myself guide. I just start investigating a project I have due in two weeks while I wait siting in the couch, minutes later the door rings and I stand up and walk up to it open it and see Ian with a navy blue sweater and black pants nothing to extravagant, which relax me bit, I was nervous he eyes me up and down my body.
"Y... you..." I look at myself, probably I look bad.
"I look bad, don't I?"
"No, you are... just" he pause "breathtaking" he blushes
"ohh... thanks" I can't help my stupid smile, and he hands me a white rose
"you are ready?"
"Yes, of course" I close the apartment door "So, where are we going"
"Well, I was thinking to take you to the fair, I mean if that is okay with you?"
"I have never been into the fair will any"
"okay perfect, is your first time"
"Yes" I have never been to a fair not because I didn't have the opportunity to go, I just never wanted, I have never been to six flags or universal at all.
During the drive he doesn't ask many questions about my life which am glad because I would probably lie about it, he asks me questions of how I got to here to college or the things I like, he is nice and I feel comfortable with him right now, he talks to me about him and that his family lives in Washington and why he decide to come to school all across the country. I feel kind of embarrassed because I have never done thing that normally girls at my age already did I am like a little girl discovering new things, I know to do almost everything related to older people, but I know nothing about girls my age, on our way back I can feel him watching at me most of the time, when we arrive to my apartment he kisses my check and tells me that he will like to do it again, which I nod.
Another nightmare and my eyes are black, baggy I hate those because I don't sleep well, most of the time I am all dizzy and sleepy, I use the most amount of layers of makeup as I can to cover it, I am very good at makeup, my eye shadowing is great and fake eyelashes and red lipstick what my dad love I make waves in my long hair, grab a hand made tank top with Embroider pink flowers that matches with a high raised skirt that covers the rest of my stomach, and an opening in my right leg and a high brown boots.
"Lexie we are getting late" Joel tells me.
"I am almost done, I just putting some perfume on" I respond walking to the leaving room he is dressed of a white bottom shirt, and black pants, he is simple but he always look good.
"Okay let's go" I grab my bag and he grab it from me.
Suddenly the door open and Anna is laughing, and Kai is behind her, great Anna and Kai eyes me up and down I have getting a lot of that lately.
"Wow, you look good stunning" Anna says and grabs my hand making me move so she can get a better look "white is certainly your color, look that curves girl" she pauses " I thought you already left, that is why he came sorry" she says through my ear. But I don't know what to think he came here and I didn't know what to expect from him and from me and is a weird feeling I wanted him to be here but at the same time no and I don't know what am I thinking, shit.
"Don't worry about it, is fine" of course is not fine.
"Alright, can you bring me food I wanted to go to Rue's quinces but I have things to do" she says
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Romance"tell me Lex what are you afraid of?" that is the thing that I don't want to tell him, but I am so curious at all he was saying before that eventually I will show all my fears with no words. "I not afraid of anything, just go" I need him to go I can...
