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CHAPTER TWENTY

BLINDING LIGHTS & TOO LATE-THE WEEKND

When I open the door of my room I grab my phone and put some music I have to take out all this feeling I'm stuck at my body, I just put shuffle in apple music let the phone put the song it want me to dance, put my music player as loudest as possible I normally don't dance in less I'm alone at my room and lights off, the songs that play it Blinding Lights by The Weeknd, my body slowly starts to move my body is owning this moment when my mind is off I close my eyes move my arms all over my body feeling it, moving my hips, my legs. I needed this as no one can imagine, feeling free for a moment, no guilt, and no fear. Suddenly I can feel fingertips moving from my shoulder down to my hand wrapping my fingers with his, his other hand move to the waistband of my pants lowering them a little just letting the lace of my panties on view, I stop dancing and rest my head over his chest.

"don't stop" he instructs and I obey, Kai pulls away and walks toward the mirror turning it around I don't put that much attention, I just keep dancing and when he walks over, his hands move to my hips I get closer to him.

"Fuck!" he says as one of his hands push my hair behind my ear, placing a gentle kiss in my neck, leaving goosebumps in his awake.

"Do you do this with everyone you mess with?" his voice full of lust and I swear I can feel his pulse.

"You are the only one" I respond to his question, my back rubbing him, I can hear a huff of relieve.

"would you do it with him?" Again, I roll my eyes but never stopping.

"Probably not" I simply answer.

"I like that" he says as we walk to the mirror, please not this again. "Just tell me if you want me to stop" he says, "open your eyes Lex" and I do what I'm told, my reflection again, a sight I can resist because of him he is a stranger with all my secrets, well most of them. His heavy blue eyes look at mine then he buries his face in my neck sucking and liking this time, one of his hands travel down my panties, "so wet already, continue dancing" I start moving my hips and my hand to his hair.

His finger start playing with me, "Open your eyes Alexandra, watch yourself" I open them again, my eyes are wide he looks at me "you are like an angel to me Lexie" and of his callused finger slide inside of me.

"Kai" I moan.

"you are to responsive to me, is like I own you" he is being territorial for my taste, I try to turn to kiss him, he takes hands away and place it in my hips being enabled to move, he start removing my sweatpants leaving me only in my panties, he start caressing my ass. He looks at me as his thumb make little circles in my clit, my pulse is faster than I ever imagen, I roll my eyes to my head, and rested in Kai's chest, he slide a finger inside of me again and make some movements that send a shot of electricity all over my spine, I look at my reflection at the mirror, I don't have green eyes anymore they are dark, my cheeks are in fire, my mouth open, I don't feel shame, I feel that I own it, I decide to take my tank top off, while he make those wonderful movement I remove it slipping at the floor.

"look at you, so fucking gorgeous" his voice makes me insane I can't take it. I look over my shoulder where he pleases a kiss, my hand slowly slides at the crotch of his pants. "Fuck!!!" he says at my ear, my sight goes to the mirror reveling his face, he bits his lower lip as I touch him, and he does the same at me. "I want to kiss you, so bad" hearing those words I remove my hand and slide my panties to my feet's he removes his fingers and put it on his mouth tasting a hint of me. I turn around and crush my lips with his, and finally I can feel his tongue playing with mine, his delicious taste mix with mine.

"I want to do everything with you" he says as I take his T-shirt out, and he lays in the bed pulling me with him,  his mouth sucking my now hard nipples and one hand massaging the other one, I let go a little moan my hands playing with his curly hair.