STUPID- TATE McRAE
THE SHOW MUST GO ON- QUEEN
I take my shower and change in the bathroom and wrapped my hair with my towel, when I get out my sight is blessing with Kai his wearing his black jeans and he is shirtless revealing his muscles, not much just the necessary, Anna is laughing at him and he really looks mad, I decide to walk pass them but Kai grabs my arm and kiss me I don't open my mouth, I pull away and he looks at me with a frown in his brow. I don't know what he expects from me. I move pass him and continue may way to my bedroom and I can hear Anna laugh harder that she was minutes ago.
I step to my room trying to close the door before he gets closer but he stop it.
"what the fuck was that?" he says with an angry tone pointing to the door.
"it was... I don't know it was weird for me I'm not use to this type of situations"
"what situation Alexandra?" he asks he still looks mad at me which if I am being honest, he has no motives to.
"I don't know" is clearly that I know this situation, this situation is called I don't have any idea of what we are.
"that is you fucking answer?" he says.
"yeah that is my answer you confuse me you know or probably I'm the one that is already confuse with this,---" I move my hand in the space between us "---I am not in a relationship with you so don't make me that kind of childish scenes, you come here you do things to me and I allow you and I don't even know why!!!" I yell at him and walk to my dresser and get my boiler suit, socks and boots. And I hear his laugh behind me.
"you let me finger you because you like it, because I can make you come as many times as I please and because you are easy to toy with" this is a very different level that I am not allowing him to jump at, I turn around to see his face he is red.
"who do you think you are just because I allow you to do it doesn't mean that I can't control myself" I am angry I can feel the burn in my stomach and my nail are digging my skin, and I don't know what makes me even more angrier, the way that he is speaking to me or the fact that I have lost my words.
"come on Alexandra don't play strong with me, you are so easy I already know you; you don't know what self-control is"
to prove his point he gets closer to me his hands go directly to my waist and his lips crush with mine, my mouth is guide with his and my hands in his neck he aggressively turn my back in his chest his hand travel to my tights moving his hand to the middle of my body, shit my body is asking for him... Oh my god this is a habit and a bad one but I have to show him that he is wrong he doesn't own me. I turn around so I can have contact with his lips, if I let my body take control, I will not be allowed to do this.
"I want you to be mine" the words leave his mouth and I wish I could, but I can't take this far, I open my mouth and bit his lower lip hard so he can pull out of me.
"get the hell away for me" letting my anger out, his fingertips touching his bottom lip.
"what the fuck?" he yells at me he is angry, and I blink my eyes quickly.
"I have self-control and I want you away from" I say, and he smile at me and this not his normal smile this one scares me.
"is that so" he walks closer to me and pull me to his chest his hands in my butt and this time he is not being gentle.
"Kai let me go of me" I say my voice is shaky he is really scaring me.
"You really enjoy this right Lexie" he says into my ear.
"Let me go" repeat one of his hands grabs my neck trying to hold me in place,
"Why because you can't resist me" for a moment, this moment is replace with that night, Kai breathing is replace with that kid's, I can feel my pulse accelerate each time more I try to push him away.
"is not that" I can feel the tears falling from my cheeks "Please let me go" my vision is clothe "please, please, please" I beg to him "don't hurt me please" and now the only thing I can hear is his voice.
"Shit...FUCK.... shit, shit" I can feel his hands in my cheeks "I'm sorry Lex, please forgive me, Lex I will never hurt you, those wasn't my intentions" he pull me to the edge of the bed so I can sit
"Lex please say something" he shakes my shoulders and I look at him, his eyes are full of worry "Lex I am so so sorry I wasn't going to do anything to you" and I start to sob harder.
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BLUE
Storie d'amore"tell me Lex what are you afraid of?" that is the thing that I don't want to tell him, but I am so curious at all he was saying before that eventually I will show all my fears with no words. "I not afraid of anything, just go" I need him to go I can...
