"I didn't understand a shit about what you just said, I just know by the sound of your voice and the way of your reaction when you notice that you were thinking out loud is that was my answer the thing is that I didn't get it if it is a yes or a no " okay he looks honest.
"look I wasn't thinking about you I was thinking about me" he stands up and walks towards me, oh god no don't come closer well okay yes, no Lexie no. and start staring on the floor, try to avoid any eye contact with him
"tell me Lex what are you afraid of?" that is the thing that I don't want to tell him, but I am so curious at all he was saying before that eventually I will show all my fears with no words.
"I not afraid of anything, just go" I need him to go I can stand this face to face match even if I am staring at the floor, one more step, and I will kiss him again.
"Okay, I'll go but first there is something I need to do" he raises my chin, so I'm forced to see him in the face, in those heavy blue eyes, "Say it! Alexandra" he gently touches my lips no pressure, but I can't take it I think I'm losing it. Seconds later he pulls away and repeats his old words "Say it! Alexandra" his lips softly liking mine, his hands in my cheeks holding me in place, my mind and body are shut off I have no impulses to move or stay everything around him is automatic no signal no nothing "Just say it! Alexandra, so I can go and let you be" one more time he touches my lips with his, my breathing is heavy to heavy that it hurts, he really knows what he is doing, how he is controlling me, he knows perfectly how my body responds to him, just with one time we did what we did, he knows all this. The moment he pulls away I whimper.
"NO!" with no control of my actions.
"No? what I can't read minds" he says sarcastically and starts walking away from the room, and I go to my bed taking the thing out of my backpack, suddenly Kai comes back to turn me around and start kissing me roughly, I open my mouth, my tongue guided by his he tastes like so good, is sweet, they are things I can't describe his taste but the only thing I can say that is amazing,
He pulls away "you make me crazy since the first time I saw you" his mouth go directly at my collarbone sucking, licking, and kissing "you can make any men crazy" I know that I have suffered the consequences of that. His hand on my neck slowly lowering at my hips, he tongue in my lips liking it, his hand starts disappearing in my blouse taking it out leaving me in my tank top, I pull away he whimpers a little, opening his eyes he looks confused I bury my face in his neck and start by kissing it, he's breathing heavier than ever and his skin reveals goosebump forming as start sucking slowly he lets out a little moan, and I am pleased by this I have never done this before, I am doing the same way he does.
My little finger starts tracing his tattoo that is right there in his neck continuing with my mouth.
"Lex, what are you doing to me?" I pull away and he looks directly at my eyes waiting for a response.
"I don't know" the response I am giving him is so honest that I know if I ask him, his response is that same as mine.
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Romance"tell me Lex what are you afraid of?" that is the thing that I don't want to tell him, but I am so curious at all he was saying before that eventually I will show all my fears with no words. "I not afraid of anything, just go" I need him to go I can...
