BLUE

CHAPTER NINETEEN

SABES-REIK.

DEVIL SIDE- FOXES

As I walk in my room, I throw myself to the bed close my eyes and start remembering all my day, his blue shiny eyes, his raspy voice, the way that he kisses, he make me feel comfortable in my own body, is like he is getting there inside of my head, knowing me perfectly, analyzing me, the way he touches me making me feel things that I never did, Kai is breaking all my walls, each time when they were starting to build up again he comes and kicks them down letting them know that he decides when and where they can do it.

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I wake up with a knock in the door.

Goddammit "what?" I yell from my bed trying to cover myself from the light of the day.

"who were you are talking in the phone yesterday?" is Anna's voice through the door I decide to open the door her hair is messy and sleepy voice.

"what why you want to know that?" I ask as I see the phone in her hand covering it.

"just answer so I can go back to sleep" she look annoyed.

"I already told you—" she uncovers the phone so the person in the phone can hear what I'm saying and I frown "—yesterday I basically told almost everything we said, it was Joel" she look at me and bring her cellphone to her ear.

"thanks Lex" she turns to me and looks straight at me "Sorry Lexie" and she rolls her eyes "you already hear her it was a friend" she pauses "no but they are very close, if I was you I won't bather" she pauses and huffs "yeah whatever just let me sleep" she throw her phone to the couch and lay in there. She knows damn well that Joel is my cousin the closer one I have.

I go back to my bed and sleep in my bed, yesterday I didn't sleep much.

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"te pareces tanto a el y el es muy cuida contigo (you look so much like him and he really takes good care of you)" he says as he gets closer.

His hands in my shoulder "el se encabronaria si te mirara conmigo (he will be piss if he saw me with you)" he looks at me studying my whole body, a smile is all across his face "tienes buen cuerpo para una niña de tu edad (you have curves for someone of you age)"

I yank his hand off my shoulder "vete a la chingada (get the fuck off)" I say while he looks at me.

"cuida esa boquita recuerda que eres una señorita (watch that mouth remember you are a lady)" his hand going to my hand and he pulls me close.

"No, no lo soy, soy una niña y me importa una chingada lo que tu pienses pendejo (no, I'm not I'm a kid and I don't give a fuck what you think asshole)" I say using the worse vocabulary I have.

"como quien dice eres pura eso suena muy interesante(so, you are pure, this will be interesting)" he looks at me and I feeling my whole body goosebumps and this giving me fear a fear that I have never felt before. "te juro que te gustara (I swear you while like it)" he pulls me close and rip my small school uniform pushing me in a bench with barbed wire nailing on my lower back feeling pain but nothing compared to this fear that is making my body shake, I try to stand up and push him back "deja de pelear maldita perra (stop fighting me bitch)"  and he push me back turning me around and nailing the bared wire in my front but right now I don't feel pain anymore because he is taking me for my back and I try to fight it but I know is late now. And I can feel my warm tears rolling in my cheeks. There is nothing to fight anymore he just took all of me.

"chamacos llamenle les aseguro que le va encantar(Guys call him he will love to see this)" pull away, fix himself, he turns to me and look at me, leans over and try to kiss me.