Lost Between Two Lovers (Han Jisung X Reader) || Book 2

Chapter 7

⚫️Temporary Fix⚫️

September 3, 2019
2:27pm

Its been now been 3 weeks since Jisung stopped speaking to me.
Everyday Minho and I would hangout in my room, just like how Jisung would. Was I using Minho as a replacement of Jisung? Yes. Does that sound bad? Yes. Do I feel bad? Yes.

"What should we do today?" Minho asked playing my hair as we cuddled in his bed. 3RACHA occupied my room once again producing for future albums, so no entry. "We could go walk downtown, maybe find Jisung and Felix birthday gifts?" He nodded at the idea kissing the top of my head. "Let's get ready then."

I left to my room which was all the way down the hall. It was quiet from inside my room but like always I knocked before entering. They were gathered at my desktop, focused on the beats being played. Quickly grabbing clothes I went to the bathroom to go change.
"Where are you going?" Chan turns the chair placing his hands on his knees. "Downtown to get stuff." I said slipping my pride shoes on, "With who?" He asked again. "Minho." My eyes traveled to Jisung who rolled his eyes.

I know it's to have comfort from being on break, Changbin let me listen to the recording that night. I just didn't like them being alone all the time. "Oh I'll come with! I need to pick up something as well." Chan said turning back to the laptop to save our project. Guess that leaves me with Changbin and the others.
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3:05pm

"Just talk to her already! It's paining her and most of all you." Changbin says aloud, Y/n and Chan has already left. "If you wait any longer, she might actually go for Minho." He joked but also sounded serious.
She wouldn't... would she? I second guessed myself, "3 Weeks is enough. Please talk to her, it sucks seeing you two like this." He pats my shoulder leaving me alone.

My eyes drifted to Y/n's closet. Her hoodies... she always gets oversized unisex ones. I took out my favorite one that she wears, it still had her scent of cherries. Leaving her room I went to mine with the hoodie, she's always on my mind. I'm just an idiot for acting like this.
Changbin's right, 3 weeks is enough.
My eyes shut as I held the clothing close to me inhaling the scent left on it.

Y/n

"How are we going to hide all these without them knowing?" Minho asks seeing we all had at least 2 or 3 bags. "I'll put them in my closet. They don't go in there anyway." I said simply, "Actually, Hannie does. He says something about stealing your hoodies." Chan nudges me wiggling his eyebrows. "It will be fine, I'll hide them good."

2 Hours Later

We made it home, seeing the boys were nowhere in sight. "Those two should be out by now."
The rustling of plastic filled in the room as I placed everything on my bed. "This is way too much stuff." I thought out loud, hands on my hips. "Need some help?" Minho leaned on the door frame arms crossed. "Please."
Eventually all of the things we bought fit in the closet, with a little moving of boxes. "Thanks. That would have taken a lot longer." Y/n smiles going to change the song from her laptop. "No problem, always happy to help." I said bringing her in a hug, swaying to the music being played.
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8:17pm

The dorm was still quiet, or at least my half was. Y/n's hoodie was still in my arms, damn I miss her.
"Is Jisung still sleeping?" Chan's voice sounded through the hall, getting closer. "Yeah probably." Changbin opened the door seeing me laying there with the clothing. "Or not." "We have to cook tonight. You're not getting off the hook because your sleeping." Chan said from the doorway. "Chop chop, go wash those veggies."
I smiled putting on the hoodie, it was also oversized on me. "I hate washing the vegetables."

"Lino Minho, where is my hoodie, the one with the birds?" I shuffled threw the multiple clothes hanging up. "Like I would know. It's your isn't it?" He flicked my head then kissed the spot, "Maybe Hyunjin has it."
"Jinnie, do you have my hoodie?" I asked going to his room but he shook his head, "Next suspect! Innie!" Minho laughed at my words but still followed along.

"Y/n stop accusing Jeongin!" Changbin shouts from the kitchen, "He doesn't have it anyway. Chan you're next and I will fight you!" The boys eyes widen hearing footsteps coming towards the room. "I'd like to see you try." He said spoon in his hand.
"Where is it?" She ask in a fighting stance, "I don't know what your talking about." Chan also got in a fighting stance.
"My hood... ie.." I paused seeing Jisung had it on, "Nevermind... I'll just get another, it's no big deal." I turned around going back to my room.
Changbin looks at me signaling to go after her I nodded dropping everything.
"Hey, I need to talk to Y/n for a second." I said before Minho could go in after her, "Take over for me in the kitchen please."

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Entering her room I closed the door locking it, "We have to talk." I said catching her by surprise. "Why should I? After all the times I wanted to and you just left me there." Y/n's voice was cold making me reach out for her, but she slapped my hand away. I took a step closer to her, she took two steps back.
"Why? Why should I if you didn't want to listen to me. You left me when I tried to make things between us right again." Tears were threatening to fall from her orbs as she took another step back hitting the door of her closet. I took my opportunity holding her shaking figure as she tried to fight back, hitting my chest.

"I know. I'm a terrible person, and should have never done that to you. I regret it every single day, I've missed you since you told me. No words or actions can express how I felt. I'm sorry about everything, and how I made you feel. I don't deserve you, maybe you should be with Minho. But I still loved you, no matter what."
My hold on her tightened as tears flowed down my cheeks, Y/n stopped hitting me her arms by her side. "You're such an asshole." She said pulling away wiping her eye. "But you wouldn't forgive me if you knew what I did last week." Her eyes became watery again, "Don't tell me. Because I already know."

It was true, but I knew they didn't do anything. It pained me to try and forget about it but if that's what it took to get her back, I would do it.

"Sorry won't cut it but that's all I am..." Y/n looked down not meeting my eyes. I placed both my hands on her shoulders, "We just have to make do with it." I said pulling her in a kiss, it was short and simple but filled with love and need. "I love you, nothing can change that." "I love you too." "We're ugly cryers, can we stop this."
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Well, you two are back together!! It was coming, we all know it. Changbin will be happy, but will your relationship be the same? Each day Minho is falling harder the more you hangout with him, will you make another fatal mistake?

Anywho, thank you as always for reading and see you in the next!
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