Lost Between Two Lovers (Han Jisung X Reader) || Book 2

Chapter 17

⚪️Little Things⚪️

June 17, 2020
6:00am

Y/n's alarm sounded making the girl jump out of her sleeping state. "I hate you." She grumbles ripping the blankets off struggling to find the light switch in her pitch black room. "Fucking Chan turned off my LED lights." She curses finding the switch.
Y/n exited her room, toothbrush in mouth, going to the other members just turning on their lights and going straight back to hers. The occasionally cries from the boys would erupt as the brightness seeped threw their eyelids.

"They got me messed up, I'm wearing what I got on." She said pulling on socks and sneakers, her outfit consisted of an oversized white t-shirt and Hyunjin's long black shorts that she "borrowed".
None of the boys were done as they were running in and out the bathrooms shielding their eyes from the light. "You guys can use my bathroom if you need to." She called down the halls plopping herself on the couch.

The sudden announcement made all heads turn her direction running to the room. Soon most of the members were in her bathroom. It made the morning process move faster, well sort of.
"You didn't even change your clothes." Changbin shakes his head going back to his room, "I'm the first one done though." She says going through their Instagram page.

Y/n shuts her eyes placing her phone down, early mornings were not her thing and to add to it, she was becoming anxious. The space beside her filled with a warm body, they brought her head to their shoulder, keeping a gentle hold on her. "We gotta go." The deep voice whisper softly kissing the crown of her head.
"Just leave me here." She squeezed the males figure, "We can't leave our rapper, all of us will miss you too much." He strokes her blond locks moving strands to the side. "You can sleep in the van, I'll make sure the others won't bother you."

It was our showcase broadcast, she was already feeling pressured at the thought of it. Although no fans would be present she was still scared of messing up. I didn't want to see her worried, it sucked knowing none of us could be much of help in a time like this.

"Lets go." I stood giving her my hand, holding hands was another method of calming her down the others were either sleeping or hugging.
The whole way to the van we held hands making small talk, I opened the door allowing her to enter first then climbing in myself. "See, only the oldest in the back. They're too sleepy to play right now." I said looking over at the boys who were leaned against each other.

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8:20am

Y/n sat next to me peacefully sleeping, she seemed so at rest with her eyes shut. Sadly I had to wake her up, "We're here." I lightly shake her shoulder, her soft brown orbs darted around the van, everyone had exited leaving just us two. "It's okay, it's okay. Don't worry. The rest are waiting for us outside." I softly spoke trying to ease her nerves.
She reached for my hand holding tight, Changbin held her other one whispering to her. I smiled knowing she had someone to distract her while we walked to our dressing room.

9:40am

The day was moving quite slow which somehow made everything better for me. I hated knowing that I made the boys worry about me. But I'm thankful for all of them. We went to rehearsal, checking the microphones and pre- performing our song. Now we were relaxing before the actual stage later on.
"You wanna go get some snacks with me?" I looked up seeing Jisung smiling down at me, "Sure. I need to clear my head." I stood taking his hand in mine, "We won't be here long, I think we will be leaving in an hour or two." He says walking the same pace as me.