Under the Cherry Blossoms (Taejin/Kookjin)

Chapter 26.3 Intimacy Part 3

AUTHOR'S POV

"Should we stop or continue?" Jungkook broke the silence.

"I don't have lube."

"I have two travel sized bottles in my jacket."

"I don't have condoms."

"I want to do you raw."

"Do you really want this, Jungkook?"

"Craving since day one, Jin. You know, how horny I am. Don't you want it?"

Still panting with their foreheads pressed together, Jin was having an inner battle, "I think..."

"You think...What?" Jungkook asked in anticipation. Honestly, he did not want to stop.

"We should... stop."

They pulled away from each other and stabilized their breathing.

Jin could sense Jungkook's frustration, "I'm sorry, Jungkook. I'm sorry if I'm not yet ready for this."

Jungkook roughly messed his own sweaty hair, "A bit disappointed, yeah. But I don't want to force you to do something you're not ready to do."

Jin looked down.

Sensing Jin's uneasiness, Jungkook approached him and pinched his cheeks. "Hey, don't worry. No big deal. Let's take our time, ok?" Jungkook moved away and picked up his clothes. "Can I borrow some clothes and use your bathroom? I seriously need a cold shower."

"Jungkook, I think, we need to talk."

"Seriously? You want us to talk with both of us naked, and you, looking like a whole fucking delicious meal. How will my mind work properly when my cock is throbbing painfully? I think, we need to cool down a bit?"

Digesting the situation that they were in, Jin agreed, "You're right. You can use the guestroom's bathroom. I will prepare some clothes for you to wear."

*****

After refreshing, both men were sitting on the couch in the living room. There was a remarkable space between them. Jin was on the far end and Jungkook on the other part.

Unable to stand the silence, Jungkook started the conversation, "We really got caught up with the moment, huh? I hope you did not regret anything that we did. And I hope this will not cause some awkwardness between us."

"No. I did not regret anything, Jungkook. Don't worry, we're cool. No awkwardness." Jin reassured him.

"You know, the last time I did something sexual with someone was probably four to five months ago? I stopped when I first met you in your café. From that day on, I decided that I'm no longer interested with anyone, but you."

"Oh---That's flattering?" Jin shyly responded after hearing what Jungkook said.

"So, how about you? When was the last time you had sex with someone?" Jungkook asked out of curiosity. It was actually more of an affirmation for his speculation.

"It was the night before you visited me, thinking I was sick. I guess, you already had an idea that I did not fall from the stairs."

Jungkook sneered upon recalling that time. "Yeah, that was such a lame excuse for someone who was wearing a low neckline shirt, displaying all the hickeys on his skin."

"That's embarrassing."

"It's not embarrassing if you enjoyed it. Was he not good in bed?"

"No. no. He was really good and-"