Niall Horan Imagines

Lonely Nights

The freshly fallen snow crunches under your feet, with ever step you take. You look up at the clouded over sky and watch as each little snow flake tumbles down. You extend your arm out, and catch snowflakes in the palm of your hand.

You find a bench at a park and sit down. Not even caring if your butt gets wet from the snow. You look around. No one is roaming around. Of course they wouldn't be. It's 2am. No ones awake at this time. You sigh and shuffle the show around with your feet.

You pull out a piece of paper from your coat pocket, and unfold it.

Dear Princess,
It's hard for me to say this. I spent nights after nights trying to figure out the best way to tell you.
How about I start off with you. You were my everything. I couldn't live without you. You where there with me through the thick and the thin. I loved you so much, (Y/N). No wait. I love you.
I can't imagine what you're thinking right now. Probably crying. It was all just too much for me. The hate, the rumors. Just... everything. I tried to get over it all, but nothing helped. I always acted ok, but I was beating myself up on the inside.
This has nothing to do with you. You did nothing wrong! I just hope you'll find someone better than me. I wasn't the best towards the end. I got really moody, and I'm sorry. Sorry for ever making you cry. Sorry for not being there when you needed me. I'm just sorry for intruding your life. Things will be better now that I'm gone. I'm in a better place. I'll love your forever and always, princess.

Love,
Niall. xx

Tears stream down your face, as you crumble up the piece of paper. You have spent countless nights reading it over and over. You couldn't bare the pain anymore. Niall didn't deserve any of it. You knew it was all your fault, even though he said it wasn't. You weren't there when he needed you. When he was suffering, but you couldn't see that. You were to stuck up on your own feelings to even notice his.

You throw the note in the nearest trash bin, and walk away from the park. You wipe your remaining tears away, and shake your head.

You messed up. Big time, and you could never forgive yourself.
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I cried.