I'm Stuck with THE BOSS

27 (I'll Miss You)

Sept 1, 2020 (Monday)

I entered Van's office carrying the coffee that he requested. He was on the phone with someone and their topic seems serious. I wonder what it's about.

"Okay ani niya at ibinaba ang telepono."

I put down the coffee on his table. Hope he didn't catch me eavesdropping. Though wala naman ako naintindihan sa pinag uusapan nila.

"Lhara."

"Hmm?"

"I need you as my wife this time." Ani niya.

"huh!?" Gulat na tanong ko. Out of the blue? Plus... bakit parang nag blush ako dun? UGH.

"I'll be overseas for a month for a business trip. I'll come back as soon as possible." He said. Why did that suddenly make me sad?

"Okay." I said trying to hide my sadness.

"I'll be leaving tomorrow. Sa China ang trip. Gusto kita isama kaso may OJT ka." Sabi niya.

Bukas na agad?!

"China? Magdadala ka ba ng translator?" Tanong ko.

"Hindi, marunong ako mag mandarin. Essentials kasi yun kapag nasa mundo ka ng business."

"Weh baka yabang mo lang naman yan. Sample nga." Biro ko.

"我那么爱你 (Wǒ nàme ài nǐ)"

"Huh? Ano ibig sabihin niyan?" Tanong ko sakanya.

"Alamin mo. Kung gusto mo aral ka rin ng Mandarin. Pfft." Pang aasar niya. Why does he make me look stupid sometimes? Tsk.

"Bahala ka diyan tsk."

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Nang makauwi na kami, agad ng nagpahinga si Van. After ng dinner, nagpatulong siya sakin mag empake ng mga dadalhin niya sa China. Wala naman siya masyadong gamit at halos pare parehas lang naman ang mga damit niya. Iba ibang kulay nga lang. masyado siyang plain.

A part of me really feels sad... But a part of me thinks that this is a good chance for me to get rid of my feelings for him.

"Won't you get lonely kapag umalis ako?" Tanong niya while putting the last piece of clothing in his luggage.

"No." I lied.

"Such a Liar." He joked.

"Okay lang yan, I'll be back as soon as possible." He said and pat my head.

Was I too easy too read?

"Anyway, here's my card. Kuha ka dyan kung ano gusto mo bilhin or kung nay kailangan ka bilhin. Or maybe if you miss me so much you can visit me at china during weekends." Ani niya.

"Asa ka naman." Sabi ko at kinuha yung Card sakanya.

"Go buy yourself clothes or something. Just don't do something stupid okay?" Bilin niya.

"I'm gonna buy a car..."

"I know. That's why I only put 10k there lol. I'm gonna send money there every week don't worry." He said laughing. Napakunot naman ang noo ko.

"Napaka kuripot mo talaga tsk." Ani ko sakanya. He's filthy rich but he only spend money for food and trips. He doesn't buy cars as well. He only has one car.

"Di naman sa ganon. I'm just scared na baka pag uwi ko wala ka na dito sa bahay." He said.

"Why?" I asked. Then suddenly, i remembered that I want to avoid this topic. I don't really want to get to the serious side of this relationship. Or maybe I'm just scared to hear him say something like this relationship is just a mere civil or promise thing to save me from my dad's involvement in illegal business. It's my fault for falling for him.

Perhaps for him, this is just pure business and physical. An agreement between him and my dad. Also, a way para maalis ang guilt niya and makabawi dahil yung family niya lang naman ang may dahilan kung bakit nasira yung family namin.

"Nevermind. Di naman ako aalis total wala naman akong pera tsk." I rolled my eyes.

"Buti naman nag iisip ka." He joked. I glared at him.

"Just kidding. Sleep in my bed tonight total 1 month mo naman ako hindi makikita."

"Ayoko nga." Inis na sabi ko.

"Then I'll sleep to your bed kung ayaw mo."

"Fine."

"Anyway don't do something stupid while I'm away. Don't act like you're single. You have a husband keep that in mind." He said.

"K."

"I'll miss you. Hope you can come with me." Ani niya.

"Yuck! Alis na nga ako." Nandidiring sabi ko sabay tayo para lumabas sa pinto. Pero deep inside gusto rin naman ang mga naririnig ko. I just wanna walk away to hide my reaction. Kilig ba tawag dito? Ewan ko!

Nagulat naman ako nang bigla niya kong hatakin papunta sa kanya. He hugged me from behind and I could feel the warmth of his breath on the back of my ear.

"A-anong ginagawa mo?! Let me go!" Ani ko. I could feel my blood rising from my face. Sana wag niya makita ang mukha ko dahil I know that it's red.

"Look." He said while holding my chin. He gently moved it facing the mirror. He saw my face! Sht.

"You're blushing."

"Hindi! Nagulat lang ako." Excuse ko.

"Ah... ganon ba." He whispered and blew a gentle warm air on my ear causing me to shiver. Why does he do this on the most unpredictable times?!

"Y-yeah... let me go." I said even though at the back of my head I know that I'll really miss him thats why, I want to stay longer.

"You're not honest." He said and started to kiss my ears down to my neck. My moans started to escape.

"I'll miss this....this....this..." he said while stripping me and kissing different sensitive spots on my body.

He quickly changed our positions. Now I'm sitting on his lap, facing him.

"Your scent, hair, these..." he whispered in a husky voice and licked my nipples. He probably knows that I like it a lot because my moans become louder when he does that.

"I'll miss them all. I'll miss you." He said looking at my eyes while holding my cheeks with his huge ang warm hands.

He slowly kissed my lips and entered inside me.

"Van..." I moaned his name.

"Fuck... why are you so hot?" He asked while rocking me.

I kept moaning. Ang sarap. I would lie if I'd say I don't want this. I want this.

"Van.. ahhh I'm almost..." naputol ang sinabi ko when he studenly stopped.

"Will you miss me?" He said.

I looked away.

"Hey. Answer me."

"Mhmm.."

"Don't just mhmm me. Say you'll miss me."

"I'll miss...you."

"Good." He said and continued rocking me.

"Damn. I could fuck you all day." He whispered in a husky voice before we both reach our climax.

"Fck I'm still hard after all that."