☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

🌪🖤 a heavy heart 🖤🌪

3rd person

"You must've had a lot of fun..." said Mrs. Cho as she finished her tea.

Hyunjin just had told her what they have been doing the whole day.

"Yeah...it was awesome...amazing..." he sighed, standing up as he was about to leave.

"Do you want to stay over?" she kindly offered.

"Oh...no, thanks...I prefer going home..."

"I see, dear. Be careful when you go home..."

"Just like Seungmin..."

"I will" he smiled.

"Oh and Hyunjin..." she said.

The raven haired turned around to meet her somehow sad eyes. A small smile on her lips. Expressing sadness.

"I hope you know that you're really important to him, more important than anyone else. He always smiles but since you came into his life, he even radiated more positive energy and happiness than before...please...don't hurt him..."

Hyunjin (fake) smiled.

"I won't"

"I'm sorry...but no one will get out of this without getting hurt..."

Then, he left.

His heart still heavy.

And he started to run.

To run home.

As more tears escaped his eyes.

And he bursted into tears while running.

Because he knew that he'll end up hurting Seungmin.

He entered his apartment, shutting the door behind.

Anger was suddenly filling him.

"All of this because of this bet..."

"If you wouldn't have agreed on it you wouldn't have become so close..."

"Stupid heart"

"Stupid mind"

"He isn't worth it..."

"He my happiness, my ray of sunshine..."

"He will leave you..."

"He never would because he alway gives his best at everything..."

"Dump him..."

"You're being a coward...run after him"

"AGGGHHHHH!" he screamed, throwing all of his things off his desk.

Books landed on the floor, so did his pens, papers flying around in the air and his lamp crashed down.

He fell onto his knees, gripping his hair and letting out loud sobs.

It was too much to handle.

All those emotions.

Seungmin will hate him for hurting him.

It won't be the same.

Ever. Again.

He had showed his weakness.

He had lost.

Again.

And the fact that he couldn't do anything was breaking him.

There was nothing that he could do anymore.

Otherwise everything would go downhill.

They couldn't be together.

And it wasn't Seungmins fault. It was his. Only his.

He was the problem.

He is the reason the boy is going to suffer.

HIs heart will break.

Maybe he did it out of fear.

Maybe he did it out of love.

But what he didn't knew was that Seungmin would always love him.

Because when love is real, it always finds a way.

(-Avatar Roku)

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💫a/n:💫

Tears, tears and more tears...๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐

Btw got the last quote out of avatar.

Avatar is good sh#t Tbh....always watched it when I was younger bc I had to watch everything my brother was watching so yeah...being the youngest sometimes sucks but well....here we are...

getting into the drama.

Hell yes, be ready to shed ur tears bc this is a lot of sad and emotional stuff ig...

(I'm the most sensitive person on this world kkk)

You can hold my hand if u want ....

Anyways...see ya!

Ly 🧡

➢ Mae 💜