☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

🌪🖤 heartbroken🖤🌪

3rd person

Seungmin was on his way home.

Dark clouds were decorating the sky.

The last days have been the same.

Rain and dark clouds.

But he didn't care.

He was holding his books in his hands, lips trembling.

He wiped his tears away.

Was he still sad about the situation with Hyunjin?

Yes.

He couldn't think about anything else.

He was so worried about the latter.

Does he eat good meals?

Is he wearing warm clothes?

Does he take care of himself?

Thoughts were overwhelming his mind.

His heart breaking.

Everything was hurting.

His body.

And his heart.

People started to be more mean to him since the day Hyunjins friends had bullied him.

He was too weak to protect himself.

He couldn't do anything.

If he'd tell the teachers only more students would dislike him.

And he clearly didn't want that.

He wished Hyunjin could protect him.

With all of his heart.

It was cold.

He was tired.

He went inside the building.

His gut feeling was telling him that something was up.

He could feel it.

He entered the old apartment.

"Ma! I'm home!" he called.

As he entered the kitchen he saw the most horrible sight he had seen since years.

"Grandma!" 

He immediatley ran to the bed where his grandma was lying, her body connected to many cables.

He fell onto his knees, heart feeling heavier than ever.

"Ma, what happened? Are you okay? Godness, you're not! What was I even thinking to ask something like that...stupid-"

"Honey....I'm fine"

Her weak smile appeared on her face.

"Ma...you're not" he whispered a few tears running down his cheeks.

"No dear-"

"This is all my fault! I should've watched out for you more! I've been so busy these last days with myself that I forgot you...I'm so selfish...so egoistic...and such a bad, bad person...this is all may fault..." he cried.

"Seungmin..."

The boy hurried his face in his hands as he continued to cry. He shook his head while letting out loud sobs.

"Honey..."

"..."

She sighed. She grabbed her grandson head weakly, making him look up to her.