☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

👀♥️ feelings and love ♥️👀

3rd person

a/n: Ok wow...this is a really intense chapter with a lot of feelings and less talking. I really put in a lot of effort in this chapter bc it's adorable! I'm already screaming bc it's too cute to handle but anyways...enjoy! ✌🏻❤️

It felt so nice.

Having him in his arms again.

And knowing that he had gotten a second chance.

Life is unfair...but this time life gave him a present.

An Angel had fallen from heaven down to the earth.

And it felt like the time had slowed down.

It was their moment.

Just like always, he smelled after vanilla.

His touch so addicting and incredible gentle.

His waist so small, yet so beautiful.

To Hyunjin, a living doll.

A beautiful doll.

It was quiet.

Silence filled the room.

None of them said anything.

All they needed was each others presence right now.

And Seungmin didn't feel that desperate anymore.

Because he already has what he needed.

He felt the latters hands on his waist, rubbing it with circling motions.

Seungmin felt safe.

His hands found their way to Hyunjins black, now long hair, caressing it a bit.

"I love you" said Hyunjin, breaking the silence.

Seungmin stopped his actions.

His heart started to beat incredible fast, almost jumping out of his chest.

Hyunjin felt the same.

Hyunjin accepted his love.

Hyunjin loves him.

And that means he would be able to show his love.

Love, a strong word. 

Most people have no idea what love actually is. Basically it's a concept of society and it can be interpreted in limitless ways. But true love can't be put into words. It's an unimaginable feeling.

Seungmin can't put his love for Hyunjin into words.

He will try to but it isn't the same as what he feels.

It's just too big to describe. But he hopes that Hyunjin knows what he feels.

And Hyunjin does.

Hyunjin knows now what love is.

Not that well but he will learn it within time.

From now on, he will be more open to new things.

He will give the younger all of his love.

And he won't hold himself back from showing his affection and love to awards the younger boy.

"Seungmin" he called softly, looking at the puppy-boy in his hands.

Seungmin turned his head to awards the latter, their faces so close, noses almost touching. He blushed, about to turn his head away but he didn't. Hyunjin started to lean in slowly, wanting to be sure that the younger wants the same.

And their lips met, it actually was a small peck. Hyunjin didn't want to overwhelm the younger so he had decided to peck him. He kinda started to panic when Seungmin didn't show a reaction for those first seconds but suddenly a big smile cracked his lips.

And Hyunjin felt like in heaven.

This smile.

No one could replace that.

Once again their lips met but for a more passionate and sweet kiss. The younger smiled into the kiss, not being able to hold it back and Hyunjin smiled too. Because he will finally be able to fill the emptiness of his heart with his sunshine. His sunshine will lighten up the darkness in his heart.

His heart skipped a beat, the time stopped in a collision of senses when their lips met again. Seungmin felt his heart flutter again, he felt warm. He could smell a hint of smoke behind the latters lips but he didn't care.

It was already dark outside. 8 pm. The sounds of raindrops hitting the window could be heard. His lips pouring over the youngers  like the rain in autumn.

Seungmins lips were so soft. Just how he had imagined it...no, even better. He could kiss them all day long. He squeezed the youngers waist comfortably while leading the kiss in a slow pace. Seungmin grabbed the latters hand which was placed on his waist, intertwining their fingers.

And slowly they pulled away. Hyunjin pecked them twice, knowing that he won't be able to hold himself back anymore. Therefore, he didn't want to. And Seungmin let out a few giggles, hiding in Hyunjins chest.

"Want to nap?" asked Hyunjin, noticing the youngers clinginess.

Seungmin nodded, feeling all over shy.

They changed since uniforms would be pretty uncomfortable. Hyunjin was sitting on his bed, a big smile on his lips. He just had kissed Seungmin....and it felt so nice. He had never felt like that. He was waiting for him on the bed.

Then, the younger came out of the bathroom, wearing the olders black t-shirt. It was hanging off his shoulders, exposing his beautiful collarbones and reaching his mid thighs.

Hyunjin blushed.

"He looks so good...so cute....so adorable...helP"

His so called skinny-legs exposed but Hyunjin thinks they're beautiful.

He walked towards Hyunjin.

"Sorry...they were-"

"It's fine...you look beautiful" complimented the latter. He knew the boy was quite slim. Seungmin was standing in front of him, a shy smile on his lips. He hugged Seungmin around his waist, laying his head onto the boys stomach. 

The younger blushed but caressed once again the olders hair. It had gotten so long. A ponytail would fit him...

Suddenly Hyunjin pushed him to awards him and Seungmin let out a yelp. His knees hit the soft mattress.

"Aish Jinnie~~" he said and squeezed the olders cheeks. He was still clinging onto his stomach like a baby.

Hyunjin pouted and Seungmin thought it was cute. He pecked the olders lips. They laid down together on Hyunjins big bed. Seungmin shifted towards the raven haired, laying his head onto the other boys chest, listening to his heartbeat. It was beating fast.

Hyunjin smiled lovingly at Seungmin. He was in his arms... in his heart...

He put his hand on the boys waist, pulling him closer if possible.

No, he definitely isn't going to let go anymore.

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➢ Mae 💜