☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

🍂🤎 Autumn is there 🤎🍂

3rd person

Autumn was there.

Colorful Leaves decorating the streets of Seoul.

It was colder than usual.

You could definitely feel it.

A beautiful season.

Always bringing surprises and new memories.

Sometimes good ones, sometimes bad ones.

"Okay I gotta get going ma...food is on the table in the kitchen, so is your medicine. I called Jeongja...she'll visit you today" said Seungmin as he grabbed his backpack, ready to leave.

"Oh dear...you shouldn't have-"

"Take care of you grandma!" he (sad) smiled, giving her a light hug before leaving the house.

He was tired.

Of course he was.

Those last days were incredible hard for him.

He was taking care of his grandmother so much that he hardly found time to do his homework. He would do them often at night. 

And even though he tries to spend every minute, every second together with her it feels like she starts to disappear from his life slowly each day. Her condition worsened but once again she had tried to hide it. He tries to show her that he isn't in pain but sometimes it's hard to do so.

He had failed one exam but to be honest he couldn't care less.

Now, nothing matters to him except for his grandmother.

And Hyunjin.

Being so distant and far away hurts him so much.

Yes, it has been a week since the incident and Seungmin still wasn't able to get him off his mind. It's not like he wanted to but he had to. For Hyunjin.

School only got worse for him. He had always been a target of bullies but it has never been this extreme. Sometimes his and Hyunjins eyes would meet but Seungmin always looked away.

He can't bother him.

He entered the school, going to his class.

He sat down, waiting for class to start.

A knock on the door interrupted Mrs.Jungs lesson.

"Come in" she said, being curious who it was.

It was-

"Mr.Hwang? Late again?" she said strictly, a not so happy expression on her face.

Seungmins head shot up. His hair messy and maybe a bit greasy, his black hair strands falling into his eyes. His hair had grown longer. His eyes decorated with dark circles showing that he didn't get enough sleep. His nose looked bad, so did his neck which was decorated with bruises which were hard to notice since his hair was hiding them.

"What happened? Is he alright? Goodness Hyunjin....what happened?"

His eyes teared a bit up just by the sight of the latter.

He wanted so badly to take care of him. To hug him. Just to be with him.

"Sorry...I overslept" he said slowly and sat down on his seat, a yawn following after.

"NO! I can no longer tolerate this kind of behavior! This is the 4th time this week and you haven't done any homework so far! Any explanation?" 

"No..." he mumbled quietly under his breath.

"Excuse me?"

"...for f#cks sake I said NO" 

"Okay that's enough...first of all, no swearing in my class. Second of all, detention. Please come after break to my office we gotta discuss a lot of things together..."

Hyunjin rolled his eyes, pulling piece of paper and some random pen out of his 'bag'.

Mrs.Jung shook her head in disappointment, continuing her class.

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The bell rang.

Break was over.

Seungmin hurried to Mrs.Jungs office since she wanted to talk to him.

And he had no idea why.

"My grades weren't so bad though...did I do something wrong? No...I didn't ...never"

He knocked on her office door.

"Yes!" she called and Seungmin went inside.

"Oh Mr.Kim!" she said sweetly. "Take a seat!"

"Please just call me by my first name Mrs.Jung" he said shyly and sat down. He always felt so old when people would call him like that.

"Oh sorry, Seungmin" she said " well, you must've questioned why I called you..."

"U-uh...y..yes"

"Don't worry it's not about your grades or something like that..." she assured. "You see...I can't force you to fo it...but I just want to tell you about the situation..."

Seungmin nodded in understatement.

"It's about Hyunjin"

"Hyunjin?"

His heart started to beat fast.

"You see, he changed somehow...I don't know why but it's not okay that he skips school, never does his homework and comes about 45 minute too late for class...Last week he skipped three days of school and came in total 5 times too late for class. Therefore, of course his grades dropped and me and my colleagues are in a big worry. Would you maybe give him some tutoring? You can even choose the subject..."

"Umm...I..."

She looked at him hopefully.

"I promised him to never bother him again...I promised to never talk to him again...I promised him I'll leave him alone after the week....we're like strangers...but I really want to help him...but I know he won't accept it...my heart is desperately aching for it but I can't. I have to study for myself...I can't even find time for my own homework...I have to take care of ma...she is the most important thing to me now...but seeing him like that hurts me...he isn't taking care of himself. And he promised it...Why isn't my love enough? I want to love him so badly...to show it to him...yet it's impossible...my heart won't be able to carry it...just by seeing him...it almost jumps out because the love I feel is so strong. So strong that it hurts."

"Seungmin, are you okay?" asked Mrs.Jung who had noticed the teary eyes of the boy.

He took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry Mrs.Jung but I can't"

"Wait Se-"

Before Mrs. Jung could say anything else, he took his things and rushed out of the office.

He started to cry on his way to the bathroom.

It just hurts.

He was hurt.

So was Hyunjin after hearing their conversation.

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 💫a/n:💫

⚡️💗!Sweet 16!💗⚡️

Time passes so fast, just like the blink of an eye...

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Anyways be ready for a second update bc today I my bday!

Part two is on its way ❤️✌🏻

➢ Mae 💜