☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

💝🌸 not alone 🌸💝

3rd person

Letting someone loved go, isn't easy.

And Seungmin knew that.

He couldn't understand...more like he couldn't believe that she wasn't there anymore. He just couldn't imagine to live without her.

Yes, it hurt a lot, knowing that she passed away but what scared him more was to get used to a new life with new habits. Without her.

He was scared what was about to come.

But he had someone.

Someone certain who is there for him.

Who was going through this with him.

And of course it is no one else than Hyunjin.

And he could feel how much it easier got, being with him.

He could feel that he wasn't feeling that pressured like he sometimes was used to be.

Hyunjin carried together with him his problems and he was incredible grateful for that.

No, he definitely wasn't alone.

He has Hyunjin.

And it even feels like he's the only one he needs.

His warmth.

His comforting words.

His cuddles.

His kisses.

His back hugs.

His tries to impress him.

Just by thinking of it, it makes life for him easier. 

He clinged onto the olders t-shirt, hiding in his chest as he felt more tears leaving his eyes.

He somehow couldn't control them this time.

And he felt sorry that Hyunjin had to deal with him right now.

"Hey...you seem tired baby...wanna go home?" he asked with his so soft and gentle voice as he kissed the boys temple.

Seungmin nodded, his sobs getting quieter. Tears, slowly stopping.

"Okay...let's go..." said Hyunjin, pulling away from he hug and grabbing the youngers hand. Seungmin clinged on the latters arm with his other hand, not wanting to let go.

They left the hospital. Outside it was dark, the stars getting covered up by the dark clouds. Just a little bit of moonlight was lighting up the night. Seungmins cheeks flushed even more red as he felt the coldness hitting his face. He shouldn't have cried this much...

They got into Hyunjins car, driving home.

Seungmin sobbed quietly on their way home, wiping his tears with his sleeves away. His eyes  and his throat were hurting. On his cheeks dried tears but eyes still teary and puffy.

Hyunjin didn't know how to deal with something like that. More like comforting. He wasn't good at it. As a kid already. He remembered when his parents had fought and his mother started to cry, he couldn't comfort her because he just couldn't. He didn't know how and he wished he would've had learned it back then. So he just tried to make the best somehow out of it. And he did his best to comfort the younger...

He stopped the car, suddenly getting out of it.

"H-hyunjin?!" called Seungmin, being confused as the latter went outside. But the raven haired only signaled him to follow him.