☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

Thursday 💜

3rd person 

Why is love so complicated ?

Seungmin woke up.

It was cold.

He was feeling cold.

He opened his eyes. They were sore form all the crying last night.

He stood up, going to the bathroom to get ready.

He sighed going to the kitchen as he started to prepare breakfast.

Their last meal together.

Their ways would part today.

And it made Seungmin sad.

His heart was aching.

The whole time.

Nonstop.

He fried some eggs with bacon, toasting some toast hoping that Hyunjin would wake up any minute. And he did.

He could hear the footsteps from the second floor and a door closing.

Probably the bathroom.

He placed the food on the table, waiting for Hyunjin to arrive.

"Will he hate me? If he does...do I have to give up on him?....but I can't....because he is the one...I know it...I love him...I'm 100% sure. I want him to stay....but what would he say If I would ask him to. No, I can't...I promised him not to bother him anymore...I have to keep my promise-"

"Morning!" said Seungmin with a small smile, trying to bring a bit happiness into the bad mood.

"Morning" said Hyunjin lazily as he gulped down a glass of water.

"I...I made breakfast for us..."

Hyunjin nodded sitting down.

"He's being so distant again...."

They started to eat. The atmosphere tensed.

None of them said anything.

"He probably just isn't a morning person..."

They finished, getting their things to leave for school.

Hyunjin said nothing.

Nothing.

Seungmin put on his vans, waiting for Hyunjin who was struggling with his-

"Let me help you" said Seungmin softly as he turned Hyunjin around so that he could tie his tie.

For a last time.

But Hyunjin didn't say anything.

He just stood there ignoring the younger.

With that they left the apartment, going to school.

Seungmin wanted to talk but the latter was listening to music with his earphones. Loud music blasting through them as he was smoking his cigarette.

"Jinnie...." called Seungmin but the latter couldn't hear him.

"Jinnie!"

No answer.

The music was too loud.

But Seungmin didn't act...he didn't shake the latter to get his attention...Hyunjin won't listen to him...

"Why can't you listen to me....when I once have the courage to tell you something important...."

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