☆.｡.:*𝕕𝐞𝑠𝕡𝐞𝗋𝖺𝗍𝐞.｡.:*☆ || a Seungjin ff || ✓

🌪🖤 changing fate?🖤🌪

3rd person

>quick note: Bullying ahead!<

"I just...wanted to ...a-ask....if you...y..you..."

"Yah! Can't you talk normal or what?" Hyunjin snorted as the other laughed.

"Why are you so mean to me?"

"N...no, I-"

"Listen, I don't have time for this bulls#t"

"NO! Wait! I just wanted to ask....if I....if I can have a l-last hug?" he asked quietly.

"What an idiot.... as if I'd hug him in front of the others..."

"Tsk....As sf you'd hug a loser like him Hwang!" laughed one of his male friends.

"Ew. I am so disgusted. How does he dare to ask something like that?" said one of Soomins friends.

Seungmin looked down as tears build up in his eyes.

"No...don't cry..."

"A hug? For you?"

Seungmin nodded.

"Never. Forget it. Now f*ck off!"

"B-but-"

"Leave" said Hyunjin as he started to walk away together with his friends.

"What a waste of time..."

"I know...right? What a loser..."

"N...no J...Jinnie please..."

"Jinnie...."

"Haha. How disgusting Hwang...got a new fetish?" mocked Chan.

"Shut up"

"J...Jinnie-" Seungmin tried to grab Hyunjins wrist but Hyunjin pushed him with a lot of force away, making him fall on the ground.

"I SAID F*CK OFF!" he shouted.

Warm tears started to leave the youngers eyes as he had fallen onto the cold dirty ground.

"Can't you see that I don't like you? Stop messing peoples lifes up and do you own sh#t. I.don't.f#cking.care. So now, f#ck off and let me life my life!"

"But the week I wanted to-"

"NO! Did you really think I'd like someone like you! I'd rather spend time with someone else than with you!"

"No...he didn't...Hyunjin would never do that..."

"S-so you j-just played all of it?"

"My reputation...no don't hurt hi-He isn't worth it...what a loser"

"Of course...what else did you think? That I love you or what? Love is just for stupid people.... No one will ever love you..."

Tears streamed down the youngers cheek heavily. He sobbed hard, hearing those words.

"No one will love me? Ever?"

He had really thought that Hyunjin would like him.

Maybe not romantically but at least as a friend.

"B-but I-"

"Want to tell you that I love you"

"I don't care about you and I don't want to have anything to do with you...you're just a waste of a time...you're not even worth it..."

It hurt.

"No...Hyunjin please don't leave m-me!" cried the younger as he tried to stand up but someone pushed him from behind, making him fall on the ground again.

The others laughed.

And Hyunjin did nothing.

"Look at this...what a loser..."

"Huh? what? Got no more words?" said one of them, starting to push Seungmin around with his feet.

"Stop...please..." cried the boy as his body was hurting.

He didn't understand.

Why all out of all people....

...Hyunjin had to be this one.

"Hyunjin I love you"

Loud cries and sobs erupted from him as he begged them to stop...as he needed help....but no one was there to help him.

And then he knew.

That he was alone again.

Just like before.

One of them grabbed his hair harshly, exposing his forehead to another boy.

"N..no Stop!"

"Shut the f#ck up! Let's see how our little loser will deal with it..."

The boy took out a black marker writing on Seungmins forehead a big 'LOSER'.

"Hyunjin don't leave..." he cried. "P-please help...m...e"

Their eyes met.

Seungmins eyes filled with tears, his cheeks covered with the wet substance.

Hyunjin looked away.

He only wanted a last hug.

He wanted Hyunjin to take him and to hug him...to tell him he's there for him...that everything's gonna be okay...comforting words...love.

Seungmin cried, feeling so weak. Tears spilled like a waterfall.

His knees were hurting...his body was hurting.

And there was nothing he could do.

"Now you look even more beautiful...at least not so ugly like before..."

Seungmin was pushed back on the ground, his cheek hitting the cold floor.

He tried to wipe his teas with his sleeves away but it was no use.

He felt like he couldn't breath.

His breaths got more sharp, trying to get more air.

Tears dropped on the ground as he continued to cry.

"Let's leave guys...I don't want to waste more of my time with a sh#tty loser like him.."

"Yeah..let's leave"

Seungmin looked one last time at Hyunjin.

"Jinnie...bu...t I lo...ve yo...u..." he cried silently, gripping his stomach as the pain became unbearable.

He just left.

Hyunjin just left.

Without one word.

He was so desperate for love that he thought he could change fate.

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💫a/n:💫

mY hEaRT iS hURtInG (┳Д┳) and my eyes...

Ahhhhh....

The last part gives me goosebumps every time I read it.

Anyways...let's see how the story goes on...

➢ Mae 💜