Inside Voice

31. With Your Hips

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Gyorgy's POV

"I don't want to watch this anymore," Casey said abruptly as he sat up off my lap and grabbed the remote.

"What? But we're in the middle of the movie," I scoffed while we changed the channel to MTV's Ridiculousness.

"Yeah. In the middle of the movie I don't want to watch anymore. It's scary."

"It's Jurassic Park."

"It. Is. Scary," the redhead seethed as he laid back on my knees. "Let's talk about Parker."

"Let's not, but say we did."

"So...you gave yourself to him for real? Like, you were really, actually serious?"

"So you're just gonna completely ignore the fact that I don't want to talk about him?"

"Yeah. Answer me. You've been avoiding talking to me about the whole situation for long enough. Spill."

I sighed and rolled my eyes as my best friend turned onto his back to look up at me. "Yes. I told him that if he wanted me, he could have me."

"...Did you mean it or did you just say it because you felt bad that he was shot?"

"I meant it. I decided that I was tired of being the reason for Parker's sadness and unhappiness before he was shot, and I wanted to see him smile and laugh and be goofy, again."

"So you're actually going to have sex with him? Are you going to bottom? He seems like he'd top you hard. The way he looks at you...he's definitely going to angry fuck you."

"Casey, can we not talk about this? I-I don't want to—"

"If you can't talk about having sex with him, you probably shouldn't have given yourself to him. You know that giving yourself to someone means heart, soul and body, right?"

"I know what giving yourself to someone is. I just don't feel comfortable talking about sex."

"But you constantly over shared your sex stories with Sandy when you guys were dating. And then there was the one coffee chick—she worked at a little coffee house, and you told me every detail about how "hot, tight, and wet" she was," Casey mentioned with a small frown on his face. "I don't understand how you can like vaginas when dicks exist. I-it's, frankly, insane to me."

"Let's not talk about this," I said before clearing my throat and grabbing the television remote to increase the volume.

"Why? Why don't you ever talk to me about boys? We always talk about your girls and how majestic they are, but you never tell me about the guys you sometimes find attractive. Are you scared? Embarrassed, perhaps? Ashamed?" Casey pried.

"What guys do I sometimes find attractive?"

"Me."