When I arrived home, bumungad saken si Auntie na nakataas ang isang kilay. Luckily, di ako ganyan kadaling maiintimidate.
" Ba't ngayon ka lang? "
" Wag mo ng itanong Auntie, wala rin namang magbabago."
" Kanina pa dumating si Princess , ba't ba lagi kang nahuhuli?" Pinanlisikan niya ako ng mga mata pero dahil nasanay na ako, no effect na yun.
" You can think whatever you want auntie. Let's assume na tama lahat ng hinala mo. Alam naman natin pareho na hindi ka interesado sa totoo," I said calmly as I passed her and entered my small room.
" Wala ka talagang utang na loob, pinatira na nga kita dito, kung makaangal ka parang ikaw ang nagmamay-ari ng bahay,"
" Edi sabihin mo kay papa na palayasin ako. You're not the only one irratated here."
Nang hindi ko na siya narinig na sumagot after 3 minutes, I knew she's gone and admitted defeat. It's better to be a bad girl than a slave. If you find me disgraceful, you're free to judge. Kung magpapaapi ako, hindi nila ako titigilan. I've been weak once and that won't happen again. " I don't want to drown myself in the same river twice ". I can't just rely on someone because I ain't got a knight in shining armor. I'm on my own so I need to be tougher and more evil than any evil I'll cross path with .
Hey! I'm just trying to survive here. Blame the situition I'm in, not me.
I put my bag down and lazily lie on my bed. Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath.
This is the only place where I can be me. This is the only place where I feel free, where I can describe who I am and what my real dreams are.
They said, " the poorest people are not those who hold no money, but those who hold no dreams". I too, have a dream I fantasize in my sleep. It 's just a nine-lettered word yet I shed countless tears because of it .
DETECTIVE
I want to be a detective from the very moment I knew Conan. Sino bang di maiinlove dun? I swore to myself that I'd be better than him in any way and met a man exactly as intelligent as him, who would give me white roses as token of love and whisper " I love you Katherine " in the dark. lol hahaha! Heto na naman tayo sa part na'to.
I heaved a sigh.
In my table full of unarranged books, uncapped pens, eyeglasses, and crumpled papers, there stood a red tulips inside a vase. It serves as my motivation to aim for a better life with my father. At dahil nagdrama na naman ako titigilan ko na ang pag-iisip.
You can call me disorganized, messy, dahil makalat talaga ang mesa ko pero bahala kayo dyan. This is my comfort zone and I'm not planning to change for anyone.
"Hoy Kath! "
Nagulantang ako ng pumasok si Princess sa room ko. Kahit kelan talaga ang babaeng 'to di marunong kumatok.
" Anong hangin na naman ang nagdala sa'yo dito? " saad ko at sinamaan siya ng tingin.
Walang ibang pupuntahan dito yan kundi chismis na naman.
" Kilala mo na ba si Zse? "
Sabi ko na nga ba eh.
" Sinong Zse? "
"Yung transferee."
Napakunot noo ako.
" Ah! anong meron sa kanya? "
" Umuwi na siya galing ibang bansa at dito na sya mag-aaral! "
Ano namang paki ko?
Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin habang kilig na kilig ang bruha.
