Mia's pov
It's been only three days in Mexico now and it already feels like it's been forever.
We only here for a week and I hadn't wished so hard for it to end.
Jimena has been avoiding me. She's been over protective of Emilio anytime we were on group outings, exploring Mexico.
Boggi still hasn't suspected anything which is good but also bad because he deserves to know.
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Back at the hotel room, we had a long day exploring Mexico.
I had decided to take a shower because I felt very tired.
I pull out fresh pajamas and turn to face Boggi who is laying shirtless on the bed with his phone in his hands.
"You showering after me right?" I ask him.
"Yeah..." He gets up from the bed and walks over to me.
He places his hands on my hips, "Unless we could take one together?" He asks playfully.
At least I thought he was joking.
I place my one hand on his chest and chuckle at him.
"I'm tired. I need some alone, lady time."
He cleans his teeth, "At least I tried."
He hops back onto the bed.
I walk into the bathroom and lock the door behind me.
I place down my clothes onto the sink counter and turned on the shower.
I unwrap the clothes and find a packaged pregnancy test.
I might not be pregnant, but I've been getting sick alot lately after the 'incident' which got me really curious which is why I got me another test.
I took the test and placed it on the sink. I got into the hot shower while I waited.
A few minutes had gone passed and I got out of the shower. I wrapped the towel around my body and walked over to the test.
I take it into my hands and a big breath of relief escaped my lips.
Negative.
Maybe I just over thunk this whole thing.
I threw the test away into the bin under the sink casually and got dressed.
I walked out to the room to find Boggi watching YouTube on his laptop.
"Bathroom's all yours." I tell him.
He closes his laptop, grabs his clothing and walks into the bathroom.
I plop down on the bed and take out my phone.
I hadn't been on my phone for a while.
Countless notifications flood my phone.
My dad had tried calling me and texting me, so has Maria.
I hadn't replied because I didn't have any reason to.
But what broke my heart even further were the last few texts I had received.
Maria: Your dad is worried sick.
Maria: Come back home NOW!
Maria: Don't even bother, your dad is mad angry, and so am I.
Dad: I'm sorry okay, just please come back home.
Dad: I never chose Maria over you, it's you who chose that boy over me.
Dad: If you're happy fine, stay where you are. Keep well.
I felt a shooting pain going through my chest.
The tears threatening to spill.
I clasp my mouth with my hand trying to hold back the cries.
That's when I hear the bathroom door opening and out walks Boggi.
With the pregnancy test in his hands.
I sniff and he looks up confused.
I switch my phone off and get up to walk towards him, tears still burning my eyes.
"Boggi, I can explain..."
He frowns, "What? Why? I-I don't understand."
He studies my face, "Are you crying?"
I blink rapidly trying to dry up the tears, "Yeah, yeah, it's nothing."
He turns his attention back to the test in his hands, "Mia, I don't understand. Is this yours?"
I swallow hard.
It's time.
I nod my head.
"Mia, we haven't even went that far..."
He was confused and I felt like the worst, most horrible person to exist right now.
I feel the tears coming back. A lump forming in the back of my throat as I watch him looking back and forth at me and the test.
"Boggi...I'm so, so sorry but...there's something I need to tell you."
"Well, at least it's negative that's the good thing right?"
I nod, "Yeah, that's the good thing..."
He frowns, "But...?"
Here goes nothing.
I swallow hard.
"The night before you came home from your work trip, I- "
I can't believe this. I can't say it.
He walks closer to me, "You what?"
I shake my head and felt tears now brimming my eyes.
"I slept with Emilio, okay."
I see the colour drain from Boggi's face. The test falls out of his fingertips and onto the floor.
His lips are parted and his frozen in his spot as he stares at me blankly.
"Boggi, I can't tell you how fucking sorry I am and yes I'm a horrible person I know that, and I understand if you don't want to see me again just know that...I never ever in anyway intended on doing it on purpose to hurt you." I beg him, tears streaming down my face.
He closes his parted lips and stares down at me, his eyes are dull and starts to water.
I shake my head slightly, "Please, don't..."
He places his hands onto my shoulders and steps a step back from me.
"It's okay..." He utters.
A single tear slips down his cheek and he turns around, grabs his hoodie and leaves the room.
"Boggi, where are you going? Boggi...wait." I call after him but the door shuts closed.
When it's closed I stare at the closed door before me.
It felt like the soul in my body left. I felt numb, lifeless.
I turn around and look at the empty room.
My body then shuts down, trembling. Tears roll down my face as my back hits the door. My body slides down the door till my bottom meets the cold floor.
There I sat which felt like forever just bawling my eyes out.
