Mia's pov
*Three days earlier*
I started unpacking my bags from Mexico.
I was hurt, like really hurt.
I wanted my mom back, I wanted Boggi back, I wanted everything back to normal.
I pulled out a jumper and something falls onto the ground when I unwrapped it.
It rolls under my bed.
I place the jumper down onto my bed and kneel down to see what fell.
I see an orange container. I reach under the bed and pull it out.
When I stand up I study the container.
Sleeping pills.
I then remembered I had taken it from the Martinez house.
"Shit." I mutter under my breath.
I place the container on my bedside table and finished packing my belongings away.
A few hours had passed.
I sat on my bed crossed leg, staring at the container that sits on the bedside table.
I then grab it off of the table and walk over to the bathroom, locking the door behind me.
I filled the bath tub with lukewarm water.
While the water had been running I place the container onto the sink counter.
I looked at my reflection in the mirror.
I looked like a mess.
I felt like a mess.
I wanted to cry only I couldn't. It felt as if I had cried too much these past days that all the tears inside me had dried up.
I chew down on my bottom lip as I stare at the container, contemplating whether or not I should do this.
"Fuck it." I mutter.
I turn the taps off once the bath had been filled.
I take the container into my hands and slowly climb into the bath tub before sitting down, soaking my clothes.
I started shaking. I was scared.
But I wanted to.
I popped open the lid from the container and poured out a few of the white pills.
It sits in the palm of my hand, calling to me.
I swallow hard before downing them all, finishing almost the whole container.
When I felt I couldn't take in more, the container falls out of hands and onto the bathroom floor.
I started to feel the pills taking over my body.
I felt almost, relaxed, in a way. I felt myself slipping, my back rested against the back of the bath tub.
I stare up at the ceiling, seeing it swirling in different shapes.
My body felt numb, almost lifeless. I could feel my heart rate slowing down.
That's when my eyelids felt heavy and I couldn't keep them open anymore.
When my eyes finally closed I felt a single tear roll out from the corner of my eye.
***
Ivan's pov
"I'm really sorry she left man." I tell Boggi, sincere laced in my tone.
He's been distant ever since Mia had told him what had happened between her and Emilio.
